Saturday, November 07, 2009
Saturday, 7th November 2009
天啊， 这几天是在是太棒了！整天都是 S.H.E, S.H.E 还是 S.H.E！！呵呵！跟你们说，只要她们一来到新加坡， 我就会疯掉！好啦好啦， 这一切其实对我来说就好像是一场梦，而现在梦完了，该醒了。多希望这个梦永远都不要结束，一直持续下去。这种生活方式，不用电脑，我也可以生存，得到丰厚的满足感！我喜欢这样的生活， 让我觉得没烦恼！哈哈！但是我必须接受一点，那就是： 她们真的不再新加坡了，所以我也该好好的继续读书因为这两天真是疯够了！昨天去看了金曲奖，真的是HIGH翻天的， 我告诉你！那里的气氛 is OMG!!幸好坐我附近的全都是S.H.E的粉丝！！！天啊，实在太幸运了吧！所以大家都一起尖叫个不停！还有还有，他们也发了ＵＫＩＭＯＮＯ的日历和纸带！！超高兴的！最重要的是要恭喜S.H.E获得了４大奖项：最佳组合，海外杰出歌手奖（台湾），年度全方位一人奖还有，最重要的．．． 亚洲传媒大奖（组合）！！WOO-HOO!!太棒了！！昨天她们也是很漂亮，搞笑，可爱，唱歌最好的！！真的把全场带到最高点！S.H.E 可爱万岁！
今天吗，一大清早，肚子就很不舒服，一直跑厕所，但是还是去了她们的签名会。ｓｈｈ，每人知道哦！呵呵！在那里，可算是难受吧，因为身体状态不适很好，在加上前晚也没什么睡．．所以我就迟到了．．但是，还是拿到了她们的签名！超开心的！站在台上，一眼瞄过去，看到Hebe，真是有漂亮又酷到不行！还有，最重要的是，我把亲手做的卡片交给了她们！让后Ella还很有诚意的对我说声：谢谢你。天啊！ 我当时真的是stunned有没有，所以只是在哪里不停的微笑。让后就一直看着其她俩为，可是她们好像没看到我耶！这次换她们了，有点失望．．但是不要紧，下次再来，因为我已经有了进步了！接着，她们说完几句话就赶往机场，因为她们要追机．就这样，她们离开了新加坡。好快哦，２天前，她们刚到，现在，她们离开了！难免觉得有点不可思议。但是我还是非常期待明年[S.H.E Is The One爱而唯一］演唱会！！
I belong to this society.. Haha!
My nicely autographed bookmark!
A couple of people that I would like to thank.Wan Jie who accompanied me to Hits Award.Clarence for lending me money.Leonard for delivering the important drawing to me, that really makes a lot of difference!
S.H.E Rawks =) 10:47 PM
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
Thursday, 5th November 2009
One big and good news is that S.H.E had reached SINGAPORE just a few hours ago!!OMG!I'm super high now!!Haha!!!Didn't went to fetch them, cause I had other plans..Haha, still haven't find a solution to my problem..Lol, but I seriously have alot of things to prepare!!!busyBUSY!Anyway, thanks Yann Ting for recording the interview for me!!Maybe my super power can make it into good quality and I'll try..Haha!!Anyway, tmr is Hits Award le!!WOOO-HOOO!!Super happy!S.H.E must win alot alot of prize hor!Looking forward to their performances and Tanya's too!Haha!!Nice nice weekends!Also, must study for monday and tuesday papers too!So now, me, and S.H.E, are in the same country, my home country, how great is that!!I know I'm being lame here..But the feeling is like, so near yet so far!You know?Okay, enough of talking le, have to study and prepare some gifts..
Before I forget,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOA!Pretty and talented lady!Can sing, can dance, can compose, can speak English, Korean, Japanese!WOW!!Admire her talents!Shall be like her one day!Haha!
Happy birthday to dad too!
S.H.E Rawks =) 10:17 PM
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Saturday, 31st October 2009IT'S 31ST OCTOBER ONCE AGAIN!!And so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELINA!!This is the 3rd or 4th time I'm wishing her happy birthday on my blog..Haha!!Anyway, same old wishes for her..But the most important one will be wishing her to be able to find her 白马王子 soon!!HAHA!And so, hope that S.H.E can clinch many awards in the upcoming 金曲奖 which is held next friday!!I'm so excited, though I didn't manage to get a very good seat..But nevertheless, I'm still happy to be able to go..And also, the next day, which is the 7th, they will be having an autograph session at Causeway Point for their 爱的3温暖!!Woo-hoo!!I'm so going to attend!!But what reason should I tell mum?That I go study?Which I really will be doing, cause there will be 6 hours of waiting time..Cause 2 days of going out, she sure don't allow..Or, should I ask for sis's help?I have to reach there at 7am in the morning, which means I have to set off at 6!And the previous night sure reach home very late!Argh, how I hope I had finished O level by then!Then I can just say I go see them(even though I know I will get scolded anyway!)But it's so rare that they come to S'pore!!How!!!!!!!!!!!Once again, Happy Birthday to Selina 任家宣 and also not forgetting the pictures. 
How I wish I was the girl!!
S.H.E Rawks =) 8:23 PM
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sunday, 25th October 2009
So, tomorrow is the first written paper, English, one of my weakest subject.I have no idea how to score an A for it, but how much I wish I will be able to do well for it.Memorising good vocabs and continuous reading of good compos are all that I could do.How I wish I have more time... ..Even though I may be seen studying non-stop, but why do I feel that I had not study enough?In fact, why do I still feel that I had not studied at all?Nothing is in my head now, I'm going to screw every paper I guess..All I can do now is to make full use of the remaining times that I had leftA rainy day today.
It never fails to bring me back to the time 3 years ago..
How I wish I could go back to the past, but I know I can't...
如果一切可以重来，我一定会改变这一切... ...
loneliness...
S.H.E Rawks =) 12:27 PM
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Thursday, 22nd October 2009
There're so many things which happen in which I want to talk about, but I doesn't have the time.
Thus, I said those real important ones..
Firstly, yesterday mum told me a horrifying news.
While I was outside,
She told me that dad was inside my room when no one was at home..
Then when she and sis came back, he quickly walked out of our room, leaving our cupboard door opened.
Then I realised that sis's piggy was placed quite outside and so I realised what he was doing.
How horrified I was!
He actually did something so despicable!
Can you believe it?
How can a father bear to "steal" his own daughter's money??
That's totally, DISAPPOINTING!
Then I realised that he was also blacklisted in his own brothers and sisters list..
This time round, I think he doesn't deserve my pity.
It's not that I want to hate him, but he doesn't CHANGE!!
How irritating!!
Now, I'm super afraid to be alone with him and worried that he's alone at home..
Oh my god, 真没想到我会沦落到这样的下场！
Secondly, I finally realised what's the true meaning of 误会, misunderstanding..
The detrimental effects that it can bring with it..
据有人说：误会是很痛苦的，尤其是被误会的人.
说的还真对耶!
所以吗， 各位， 请听我一句劝告：不要一直有[别人很了解你]的想法，因为你永远不知道他们在想些什么.
I said this not to reprimand anyone, please don't get it wrong, all I want to do is to point out some of my views, yea?
So, don't misunderstand my 好意.
It's true you know, you may be thinking this way but others may be thinking another way..
So, it's better to clarify or ask you know..
I know it may be a bit embarrassing, but it's really no harm asking..
Haha..
Thirdly, these few days, whenever I'm alone, I had been thinking, ‘别人会不会觉得我很烦， 不喜欢我etc..?'
I know it's lame but that's how I do my self reflection..
Lol..
Seriously, maybe because I can't accept some people's attitude or behaviour or whatever, that's why I'm having these thoughts..
Furthermore, these can help me become a better person.
Of course it's true that people like who you are, but if people don't like who you are, even if there's a minority, will you do some self reflect and change?
I must say that I'm not a wonderful person, in fact I feel like a failure most of the time, but I always remember what mum used to tell me, "妹啊， 你要改掉你的坏习惯， 不让很多人都会不想跟你做朋友， 知道吗？"
I don't believe this at first, till recently..
So, can anyone tell me am I counted as an acceptable friend in your heart?
I welcome all answer as I believed that if you answer truthfully, then that will be the best answer..
Last but not least, I just want to end it off by saying that all these while, the happiest time that I had spent will be the beginning of the year..
It may sound unbelievable, but it's true, really..
Recently, the scenes spent at Sentosa kept flashing through my head, those wonderful moments, when the 4 of us were still good friends.
我知道若要回到以往那种友情是一件不可能的事，因为我相信这一切是我一手破坏的，但我还是希望你们都找到了你们真心的好朋友。
But if you wish to complain about your life to me, I'm more willing to be your listening ear!
=)
So everyone, jiayou for your "O" levels!!
S.H.E Rawks =) 4:50 PM
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
What would you do if someday, there's someone who told you that the new you is not well like by other?
What would you do if you realised that you had become a "hot-topic"?
What would you do if you were misunderstood by the rest?
What would you do if one day, you were busy apologizing to someone and the next, you hurt someone?
Yea, what should I do?
Yesterday, was busying apologizing to someone whom was hurt by my words.
And today, I hurt someone.
Just what is wrong with me uh?
Yann Ting, you can just call me a loser next time luh!
I thought I could be the peacemaker, but it's more hard than I thought and I failed terribly.
I've never wish to hurt others, but it seems like I'm always doing it.
I'm always misunderstood by people, maybe it's because of my actions, but I always tried to clear it up.
Was glad that someone was willing to help me clear it up last year.
But who's going to help me this time round?
I guess no one is wiling to luh.
Maybe to many, I'm already considered an evil person, to be precised, a betrayal, I know.
I've no idea what I should do now, I'd lost my direction.
If you let me meet a T-junction, I guess I would just stop at the centre.
For now, I shall just stay neutral and befriend everyone.
That's all that I can do and hope for, for now.
I know it's useless for me to say anything now cause I guess I'm already blacklisted.
If hating me will make you feel better, just go ahead.
But I didn't betray you.
I'm a retard, always slow at everything, and I guess that's the reason why I always hurt people.
I guess my self reflection came too late.
But those times we spent together will be remembered and even though I can no longer be your best friend, you'll still be a friend of mine.
Once a friend, always a friend.
Thanks for everything.
Take care and all the best for your 'O's.
This song somehow describe my feelings now.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
S.H.E Rawks =) 6:17 PM
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
Sunday, 13th September 2009
1 month passed and dad moved back home, again.
Why does time passed so quickly?
I'm too used to living without him already and now he's back again!
I know I'm very bad and I guess you would say so, but if you hear my whole story, I guess you will feel the same as me too.
Frankly speaking, I did not missed him at all in this 1 month..
That's so sad right?
I know, but can't help it, it's the truth!
What can I do?
Just got the feeling that he had got nowhere to go then think of coming back..
Actually, it's really like this.
Cause that woman had returned to her country, he came back, came back to mess up our lives..
This is what will happen when he is back.
There'll bound to be smoke smell filling the whole house again, I'll get *chase* out of the study room at night, he'll locked up the room for no good reason, he'll make the whole house damn messy, 那一些无畏的事情来烦我, etc..
All those irritating stuffs!
It's not only me who don't want him to come back, even sis feels that way too!
Both of us know that we're being very bad and evil.
I'd no idea why I became like that too!
也许是环境所逼，有或许是他所做的事.
说真的，我有时也很瞧不起他，很抱歉！
Take for example, not long after he got married, he decided to pluck up the courage to ask me for my gameboy..
I know gameboy is very old-fashioned already..
He think I don't know what's he going to do with it?
He's going to give it to that woman's child, a.k.a his son or daughter, i'm not sure.
It's just too much isn't it?
Taking my things, giving it to others!
It's totally absurd!
Although I don't play it anymore, but 它也跟了我很多年了啊！
Can keep it as a momento right?!
In any case, I would not give it away, but how am I suppose to answer him?
Headache.
He once said that no matter what, both of us will still be his daughter and that we can tell him any problems that we met..
But, if he can't even solve his own problem, how will he be able to solve ours?
So what's the use of telling him?
In fact, there're a lot of questions that I'm burning to ask him, but I know he'll not be able to answer me.
Alrights, I shan't continue anymore cause it's really making me feel more and more like a despicable person, and the more I write, the more I feel like crying.
From now onwards, I don't hope for anything from him, cause I had already lose all hopes.
My apologies for the abrupt ending.
S.H.E Rawks =) 9:30 PM
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About Me
Habe_Choo Jiayi
16
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09(I love my class!)
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Kim Hee Sun(Korea),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Gao Yuan Yuan(China)
Singers:S.H.E,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei, Tanya, BoA
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My HP
-My Guitar
-My PSP
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
LINKS
Alvin
Andric
Amanda
Austin
Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
Berina
Cai Shan
Chang Shi a.k.a Chang
Chen Pei
Chris
Christy
Daniel
Darren
Estee
Hai Shan
高圆圆
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Wei 李佳薇
Jia Tsuey
Jia Ying
Joan
Joanne
Joanna
Jonathan
Jorim
Judaxil
Kia Hwee
Lina
Li Jin a.k.a lili
Liyana-Senior
Liyana
Lucky
Lynn
Rie
Qi Shan a.k.a 公主
Si Hui
Sharifah
Shi Yun a.k.a laopo
Shu Ting a.k.a ah-mah
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Theresa Ex-East Springian
Vanessa a.k.a tangTANG?
Vanessa-Chord de
Wee Kiong
Xiao Rou[Rhythm Of Life]
Yann Ting
Yi Han beloved senior!!
Yi Kai
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]
S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]
S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]
TAGBOARD
my PLAYlist
I belong to this society.. Haha!
My nicely autographed bookmark!
How I wish I was the girl!!
loneliness...