For the past tue, wed and thurs i had been going back to school preparing for the performance for the open house!! Tue is the normal practice, then wed is the full-dress rehearsal and thurs is the real day! So I had been real busy that i didn't have the time to touch the comp! Although it is busy, but i really did have fun!
Hehe..
Cause my senior like to say lots of funny funny things!
Hahs!
So, yesterday i dun feel nervous at all..
Maybe is because I will be sitting behind..
And..
Si Hua[my senoir], say alot of jokes that make me and Sarah[another senior] LAUGH!
HAHA!!
I was assigned to take Wesley's guitar and I look like a Santa Claus!!
The guitar was much much much more heavier than mine lar..
OMG my shoulder felt like falling apart anytime!!!
Then, me and Sarah teased Si Hua that made her sort of blushed??
Hehe!! My friends always did that to me..
Putting me and another guy together!!
I was then asked by them whether I will be going to the sec 4 prom night with friends or with my boyfriend a few years later..
Funny question..
Think I will go with my friend and then look for my prince charming over there??
Is this answer ok??
Haha, just joking..
That won't happen to me!
So..
They are very funny people that do not make me feel lonely at all!! But one unfortunate thing is..
My FOURTH STRING BURST!!
Arghhhhh!! I also dunno why..
Hehe..
So..
I use Sarah's Guitar!!
Then my tuner also spoilt..
So..
I use Si Hua's tuner..
I very sway leh..
Everything also spoil..
So now, my tuner is under repair and my guitar is waiting to be save!!
Lame me..
I think ar i must get both their MSN before next year!!
Keep in contact even after they leave the school!
Hehe..
Yae tmr got guitar so I won't be at home cause home is....
Yesterday, my mum took me to the clinic to 'chuan er dong'..
It was damn pain because I haven got myself prepared then the doctor just started..
Actually, I didn't want to wear earrings want..
But then, I saw Hebe wear that type of long long want, very nice, so I decided to go and have a try!! Last time, I didn't dare to go because when I was very young, my mum took me and my sister to the clinic, then my sister wemt in..
The moment the doctor started on one ear, she screamed and cried until very loud..
Then my mum took her to macdonald before starting on another ear..
That really frightened me!! That's why I have a 'kong ju gan'!!
But then now, with Hebe's help, I managed to overcome it!! Yeah!! I have to wear the earring for two weeks before I can changed..
But then it seems to be very troublesome for the first few days leh..
My mum say have to put some oil around the ear before you go to bath to ensure that it does not rot..
Then after batheing, you need to apply the nedicine provided by the doctor..
Haiyo..
Troublesome..
But then, hmm..
If I wanna be pretty like Hebe, then worthwhile lor..
Hehe..
But then I scare later go guitar got caught by teacher, cause my earring is red in colour..
I realized and understand certain things during these few days..
I realized if you do not want to regret for not doing sth that will become one of your regrets in your life, you will've to cherish the opportunity that you have now as opportunity is as equally important!
That means if you dun want the thing that you regret for not doing to become your 'yi han',
you'll have to cherish the opportunity that you have..
'JI HUI HEN ZHONG YAO'!!
Initially, I believe that once you 'nu li', you can make your wish come true..
But I'm starting to 'you yu' now..
I'm starting to realize that 'ji hui ye shi hen zhong yao'..
Because without opportunity, you may not be able to succeed!
I learnt this from S.H.E..
Yah..
Their show Reaching For The Stars!
So, I sincerely hope everyone out there, you all can cherish the opportunity that is in your hand..
Dun let it slip away, especially those who are wondering whether they should go to S.H.E Perfect Three Concert..
Hoping that I would be allow to go to S.H.E Perfect Three Concert next year..
I am really willing to do anything in order to be able to go..
But He doesn't seem to hear all my prays..
Haiz..
So, I thought of another idea..
I do whatever things that my mum tells me to..
Because I think that it would move her heart then she will say I very good, let me go to the concert..
To think that I was wrong..
She did not even compliment me, but even want me to do more!!
Not only that, she did not appreciate that and want me to do better!!
I am really very sad and angry..
I am very very tired and have already run out of idea..
Everytime I see the concert advertisement, my tears are like going to flow out soon..
I cannot imagine me staying at home on that day itself!
I relly dunno what I would become that day if I am at home?
I felt like I am not a good fan because the best encouragement a singer gets is when their fans go and watch their concert and I am not able to fulfill their wish!!
Life is getting more and more miserable everyday!!
But still dunno which one is better so I need YOUR comment..
Had been praying to the God every night before I sleep nowadays..
All I want is a very SIMPLE thing!!
I only want to attend S.H.E Concer next year!
That's my only wish for now!
I would be able to sacrifice anything or do anything that is within my ablility in order to get a chance to go..
But it doesn't seem to work no matter how hard I tried!!
I'd tried to do just what my mum wanted me to do like changing the bedding of my guinea pig..
Because I thought that by doing these things, she would feel that I am a child who would lighten her load and allow me to go to the concert as a reward..
But it seem that I am completely WRONG!!
The more things I did, the more she wants me to do..
Now, I dun even know if I could believe her words! I am very CONFUSE!!
Dun feel like going anywhere except S.H.E Concert..
Guess I have some kind of 'Xiang Si Bing'!
Hiaz..
Please God, I beg you, let miracle happen, let me go to their Concert!!
There are certain things that I cannot understand in this world!! My dad has just change his phone from Sony Ericsson K700I to Nokia 6280 yesterday night..
He said that the Sony Ericsson one the button too small, very difficult to sms..
So he changed..
Then he also changed my sister's plan to 500 sms one, which made my sis very mad..
Because she already overshot 700 sms liao then now want her to use only 500..
Want her die ar..
I am now thinking,' Changing the phone need around $200++, he where got so much money?'
'He even change his cigarette to that type of very cheap one, I thought he no money, helping him to save leh, yet he like that any how spend..'
$200 can at least buy Perfect Three Concert the ticket, at least two cheap one!!
He might as well buy it for me since he got so much money, then I no need wait for mum to strike lottery[which I dunno if she ever would?!]
Hiaz..
Please let a MIRACLE happen!!
I will be willing to do whatever I can in order for it to happen!
A lot of things happened in October soI can't bear that it was gone..
Haiz..
Think ar, i should just forget about going to the Perfect Three concert although it has always been my wish to go to their concert but nobody is accompanying go!!
And I can't find anyone, if I am asking my 'new frineds' next year ar, it will be too late as all the seats will be taken up!!
Really dunno what to do..
I can't possibly ask my mum go with me..
Cause need two tickets leh..
Then she definitely but the $68 one lor..
Also dunno see what..
I had checked the seats..
Even if I buy the $98 one ar, it will be the same as last time my seat, or even farther!!
The $128 is quite ok lar..
Haiz what should I do??
If I give up and forget about it, I really dun know what would become of me on that day!!
O God, please give me an answer!!
Nothing is free in this world and I had been fooled!
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
