S.H.E Together Forever

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Saturday, 31st October 2009

IT'S 31ST OCTOBER ONCE AGAIN!!
And so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELINA!!
This is the 3rd or 4th time I'm wishing her happy birthday on my blog..
Haha!!
Anyway, same old wishes for her..
But the most important one will be wishing her to be able to find her 白马王子 soon!!
HAHA!
And so, hope that S.H.E can clinch many awards in the upcoming 金曲奖 which is held next friday!!
I'm so excited, though I didn't manage to get a very good seat..
But nevertheless, I'm still happy to be able to go..
And also, the next day, which is the 7th, they will be having an autograph session at Causeway Point for their 爱的3温暖!!
Woo-hoo!!
I'm so going to attend!!
But what reason should I tell mum?
That I go study?
Which I really will be doing, cause there will be 6 hours of waiting time..
Cause 2 days of going out, she sure don't allow..
Or, should I ask for sis's help?
I have to reach there at 7am in the morning, which means I have to set off at 6!
And the previous night sure reach home very late!
Argh, how I hope I had finished O level by then!
Then I can just say I go see them(even though I know I will get scolded anyway!)
But it's so rare that they come to S'pore!!
How!!!!!!!!!!!

Once again, Happy Birthday to Selina 任家宣 and also not forgetting the pictures.

How I wish I was the girl!!

S.H.E Rawks =) 8:23 PM

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sunday, 25th October 2009

So, tomorrow is the first written paper, English, one of my weakest subject.
I have no idea how to score an A for it, but how much I wish I will be able to do well for it.
Memorising good vocabs and continuous reading of good compos are all that I could do.
How I wish I have more time... ..
Even though I may be seen studying non-stop, but why do I feel that I had not study enough?
In fact, why do I still feel that I had not studied at all?
Nothing is in my head now, I'm going to screw every paper I guess..
All I can do now is to make full use of the remaining times that I had left

A rainy day today.
It never fails to bring me back to the time 3 years ago..
How I wish I could go back to the past, but I know I can't...
如果一切可以重来，我一定会改变这一切... ...

loneliness...

S.H.E Rawks =) 12:27 PM

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Thursday, 22nd October 2009

There're so many things which happen in which I want to talk about, but I doesn't have the time.
Thus, I said those real important ones..

Firstly, yesterday mum told me a horrifying news.
While I was outside,

She told me that dad was inside my room when no one was at home..
Then when she and sis came back, he quickly walked out of our room, leaving our cupboard door opened.
Then I realised that sis's piggy was placed quite outside and so I realised what he was doing.
How horrified I was!
He actually did something so despicable!
Can you believe it?
How can a father bear to "steal" his own daughter's money??
That's totally, DISAPPOINTING!
Then I realised that he was also blacklisted in his own brothers and sisters list..
This time round, I think he doesn't deserve my pity.
It's not that I want to hate him, but he doesn't CHANGE!!
How irritating!!
Now, I'm super afraid to be alone with him and worried that he's alone at home..
Oh my god, 真没想到我会沦落到这样的下场！

Secondly, I finally realised what's the true meaning of 误会, misunderstanding..
The detrimental effects that it can bring with it..
据有人说：误会是很痛苦的，尤其是被误会的人.
说的还真对耶!
所以吗，各位，请听我一句劝告：不要一直有[别人很了解你]的想法，因为你永远不知道他们在想些什么.
I said this not to reprimand anyone, please don't get it wrong, all I want to do is to point out some of my views, yea?
So, don't misunderstand my 好意.
It's true you know, you may be thinking this way but others may be thinking another way..
So, it's better to clarify or ask you know..
I know it may be a bit embarrassing, but it's really no harm asking..
Haha..

Thirdly, these few days, whenever I'm alone, I had been thinking, ‘别人会不会觉得我很烦，不喜欢我etc..?'
I know it's lame but that's how I do my self reflection..
Lol..
Seriously, maybe because I can't accept some people's attitude or behaviour or whatever, that's why I'm having these thoughts..
Furthermore, these can help me become a better person.
Of course it's true that people like who you are, but if people don't like who you are, even if there's a minority, will you do some self reflect and change?
I must say that I'm not a wonderful person, in fact I feel like a failure most of the time, but I always remember what mum used to tell me, "妹啊，你要改掉你的坏习惯，不让很多人都会不想跟你做朋友，知道吗？"
I don't believe this at first, till recently..
So, can anyone tell me am I counted as an acceptable friend in your heart?
I welcome all answer as I believed that if you answer truthfully, then that will be the best answer..
Last but not least, I just want to end it off by saying that all these while, the happiest time that I had spent will be the beginning of the year..
It may sound unbelievable, but it's true, really..
Recently, the scenes spent at Sentosa kept flashing through my head, those wonderful moments, when the 4 of us were still good friends.
我知道若要回到以往那种友情是一件不可能的事，因为我相信这一切是我一手破坏的，但我还是希望你们都找到了你们真心的好朋友。
But if you wish to complain about your life to me, I'm more willing to be your listening ear!
=)
So everyone, jiayou for your "O" levels!!

S.H.E Rawks =) 4:50 PM

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

What would you do if someday, there's someone who told you that the new you is not well like by other?
What would you do if you realised that you had become a "hot-topic"?
What would you do if you were misunderstood by the rest?
What would you do if one day, you were busy apologizing to someone and the next, you hurt someone?
Yea, what should I do?

Yesterday, was busying apologizing to someone whom was hurt by my words.
And today, I hurt someone.
Just what is wrong with me uh?
Yann Ting, you can just call me a loser next time luh!
I thought I could be the peacemaker, but it's more hard than I thought and I failed terribly.
I've never wish to hurt others, but it seems like I'm always doing it.
I'm always misunderstood by people, maybe it's because of my actions, but I always tried to clear it up.
Was glad that someone was willing to help me clear it up last year.
But who's going to help me this time round?
I guess no one is wiling to luh.
Maybe to many, I'm already considered an evil person, to be precised, a betrayal, I know.
I've no idea what I should do now, I'd lost my direction.
If you let me meet a T-junction, I guess I would just stop at the centre.
For now, I shall just stay neutral and befriend everyone.
That's all that I can do and hope for, for now.

I know it's useless for me to say anything now cause I guess I'm already blacklisted.
If hating me will make you feel better, just go ahead.
But I didn't betray you.
I'm a retard, always slow at everything, and I guess that's the reason why I always hurt people.
I guess my self reflection came too late.
But those times we spent together will be remembered and even though I can no longer be your best friend, you'll still be a friend of mine.
Once a friend, always a friend.
Thanks for everything.
Take care and all the best for your 'O's.

This song somehow describe my feelings now.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

S.H.E Rawks =) 6:17 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

LINKS

Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]

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