Had a really bad day today. Early in the morning, something happened. So had to cancel breakfast to settle it, but sadly, it was not settled yet. Walked to school with a heavy heart cause of it.
Went for D&T after school. Initially, wanted to go off at 5pm but I couldn't find the storeroom key. When I finally found it, it was like already 5.45pm? Received a message from sis telling me that mum's going to scream at me for going home late. Quickly packed my things and hurried back home. Reached home at 6.10pm and she was bathing. So, this was what happened when she came out.
She asked me, "What time school ends today? Why I call you never answer? Where were you? What were you doing?" One word answer, "D&T" "Again. Teacher say suppose to finish during holidays right? Tomorrow I'm going to call your D&T teacher to check. What time coming home tomorrow? What time remedial starts? Ends? What teacher? I'm going to call her. End at 5, you reach home at 5.30. Everytime don't want come home."
What is this?! I want to ask, is this even a home? Can you reflect on what you have said for the last sentence? Did you come straight home after work? If you don't, then why are you telling me to do this?
Actually, I want to argue back, but I'm just too tired to do so. And everytime she's losing, she's going to dig up the past things and start all over again. Frankly speaking, she's actually creating a lot of stress for me by doing all these useless things! Calling teacher for no reason, setting her STUPID curfew etc. Is she trying to make my life difficult? Besides all the stress from schoolwork, I still have to go report to her my schedule everyday, remembering all her DUMB curfews! She thinks my memory space left a lot is it?
But actually, I have a question that I want to ask long time ago. Did she ever trust me before? Everything I say, everything I do, she just thinks that I'm lying to her. Why is this so? Is it because I'm not good in my studies? My results are not as good as sis? That's why she's doing this? From what I can remember, she had never trusted me or even praise me ever since I enter secondary school. Just because I'm from the 2nd last class, that doesn't mean that I'm a naughty kid and don't speak the truth! I remember her telling me this, 'Youngsters nowadays think that they are very clever, by just having a degree, they can look down on others, show disrespect to elders. So, what's the use of having so much education? Their attitude is horrible!" But I just want to ask, "Don't you think you treat those clever people better than those who are not as clever?" It's obvious, from the way she treat me and my sis. For me, she'll always believe what she see and never try to hear my explanation. Just take for example today, she just saw that I came home late today and said I came home late everyday. But the thing is, I reached home at 4 plus and she wasn't at home! She didn't even see it and she jumped to her conclusion! Ok, I know that my results are horrendous and am not fit to talk terms with you, but I just hope that you can listen to my explanation before making your decision. Don't just jump to conclusion everytime! This is not being fair! If you're going to continue doing this, my sixth sense tells me that our relationship is going to strain. Seriously. Because I would not know how to face you and also do not wish to face you. Soon, you're going to become a scary figure in my heart. And I think you may not want that to happen.
I hate this wound. I hate this scar. If it wasn't here, I may be able to do things a little faster. I may have already completed the project and won't have to stay back everyday. Then I won't get malign everytime for being lying. I really tried my best to do things in my fastest speed, but she just don't see it. Can't she just put herself in my shoes?
I just want to find a place where I can study peacefully, without all the distraction and the naggings. Where would this place be?
"I don't want to close my eyes. I don't want to fall alseep cause I missed you babe. And I don't want to miss a thing." As I closed my eyes today, happy moments from the past flash right into my mind.
Habe Choo Jia Yi is not feeling great at this moment. She has a lot of mixed feelings and feels that she's going to explode if she keep it in her heart. So, let her share with you some of her feelings.
First day of school and I was down for oral. It wasn't that bad, until the last part. Just as I was going off, teacher asked me a question. A sensitive question. It was then that I realised that she was referring to me earlier on. So, we "chatted".. Luckily, I managed to control it well. But it was a surprise to me that she actually know what's going on! And I hoped that we're talking about the same person!! She asked me this particular question, "Do you hate this person who told me this?" Frankly speaking, I don't. Although I had a person in mind, but I'm not certain, but I really don't, seriously, I swear! So, whoever you are, don't worry!! Because I know that you are also trying to help me. So, I have no reason to blame you. And in some way or another, I'm thankful for your help! But the thing is, I really don't know what kind of help do I need. Moral support, yeah? After all, I still have to face it myself. But no matter what, thanks for lending a listening ear when I need it. Appreciated it lots. And also, she talked to me about many other things. But all I want to say is, "To all those who cared for me, I'm really fine. In fact, I have already gotten used to it. I treat it as my fate, and I have already accepted it. No matter what's going to happen, I'll take it in a positive manner, cause no matter what, life still has to go on. But, I'm really glad to have so many who really cared for me. Thanks a lot! Love you all!"
Had been having insomnia lately! Don't know why, but many things run through my heart just when I want to go to sleep. No matter how tired I am, I just won't fall asleep! In the past, I used to hate one person. I hated him so much that I even called him bastard when I didn't even met him. But after meeting him once, and also knowing some of his stuffs, I realised that I don't hate him that much anymore. He's actually, how do I phrase it, quite a nice person? But I already promised my sister that we'll both hate him for life. But now, I don't! I seemed to have broken my promise! What should I do? In a serious dilemma now! Should I be 姜百虎 or 冯秀雅?
Somehow, I have a weird premonition. I sense that something is going to happen soon. And it's something, bad. You can say that I have sixth sense cause it's always true. In fact, many things which happened in life are those which I had already sensed it coming. I even have dreams about them! And always, they are those which I don't wish to see it happening. The same goes to this time round. I really don't wish for it to happen, and I'm actually afraid that it will. Cause if it really does, my sixth sense tells me that I have a chance of being forgotten. And also, although I'd gone through this many times, I really does not want to go through it once more.
Okay, have been on the computer for too long, must really go back to studying!! Last lap already, cannot afford to slack!
I have rather a lot to post today. First thing first. Happy Birthday to all those who are born today! They are Wan Jie, Clarence and also Jeanette!! So, I know 3 people who share the same birthday. That's like... But sadly, I'm not able to attend Jeanette's birthday party which will be coming up real soon. Firstly is because I'm really broke nowadays and secondly is because Prelims are coming! So yea. Sorry Jeanette! Promise you that I'll attend it next year! So, now all I can do is to give her my birthday wish in her forum and her blog.
So, school will be starting tomorrow and I haven't complete some of the homework! Although I'd been going back to school for the whole of June holidays, but it's a different feeling, you know! During the holidays, you can wear T-shirts, use phone, let down your hair and also wake up late! But tomorrow, all these rules will be gone! I have to wake up at around 6.15? Cause I do things really slow, I don't know why too! And also, I have to tie my hair tomorrow!! OMG! I only can let it down for 2 days, which is seriously not enough!!! *Haiz* Okay, I shall forget about it..
Anyway, went out the whole day yesterday to shop. First time going shopping with classmates! It was okay though. Just that it's a little awkward sometimes. Maybe cause I have different taste with them? The things that they look at, or they like are all very different from mine, I realised! So much different! From bags, clothes to shoes! All different! Maybe I'm outdated? Or maybe I'm a little special? I really don't know.. But, maybe I'll get used to it? I need time to adjust, you know? Finding excuses now, =) After that, went for my very first pepper lunch with Chenpei. She sort of treated me drink, so I shall treat her back some other times. That's what friends are for right? You treat me, I treat you back, not so 计较! What weird logic, maybe that only applies to me! So, Peggy Ng, next time don't reject my treat okay?! Back to the lunch. It was not too bad, except that it's a little too expensive! Really have to start saving!! Feeling so so so BROKE! Okay, I shall go finish up my physics and chemistry before it gets too late!
I had 13 hours of sleep yesterday night! How wonderful was that?! Slept at 9 till 11.30 and from 12 to 10.30 the next day. Had no choice cause I was super tired! Furthermore, my bones feel like shattering yesterday! In the end, didn't managed to complete the artefact yesterday, end up had to redo the back piece! Needed at least 1 or 2 more day to finish up! Gosh, I'm like so slow!! Good friend didn't come so I went socializing around. Haha! Stopped work at around 5 and cleaned up the workshop as a class. The workshop was sparkling clean! Used half an hour to clean up. But, I still missed the messy workshop somehow!
Anyway, Habe Choo Jia Yi really need to save money!! She has a lot of things that she wants to buy!! Bag, jacket, etc.. But first of all, I want to get a new school bag! Although I don't know what type of bags should I get, but I still want to get a new one before school starts! Cause a new bag for a new beginning! Haha, no link, I know.. Because my bag spoil already, the button is irritating and that bag will let me think of the past. So, I want to change it! But, I feel so broke now! Omg!! So, I stayed at home the whole day today to study cause I will be going out tomorrow and Saturday. Tomorrow is to have my hair done. As for Saturday, I don't know where I'll be going also! Cause Chenpei haven't tell me the timing. Haha. So, I just told mum that I'll be going out to get a new bag. But, how am I supposed to 'give birth' to a bag? Hmmm... ...
The School Pet! Was too bored while waiting for the acrylic to be bent.
It's just so fast! The June Holidays are going to be over soon!! Just like that! So, I spend most of my time in school!! It's not that bad actually, at least better than staying at home all day! Let see... ... There're actually a lot of things that happened during this June vacation. For example, for almost 4 days, I lived without electricity due to some problems, another "volcano" erupted again, and also I had my first stitches done in my entire life. All these things either made me grow up or made me realise/understand certain things.
Firstly, Living Without Electricity. This is the first time that I had experienced this thing before, I guess no one will ever experience it before, right? I guess you won't want to! It's super unbearable and it causes a lot of inconvenience, you kn0w! You can't bathe in hot water, can't watch television, play comp and also no LIGHT and FAN! Imagining sleeping without the fan on for 3 nights, with the weather super hot and your hair super long, the next day, early in the morning, you'd to bathe cause of your sweating. It's totally, (can't describe)... So, I managed to survive this! Thank God! So I realised that there're really certain things that you cannot take for granted. So, must really cherised them when you have it, and that's what I'm learning to do now. Cherishing all that I have right now, especially my friends!
So, the second one. The "volcano" thing. Some of you might already know though.. It' rather scary cause I actually heard it and thought it was a dream, so I didn't quite bother about it. But it was true! HE didn't slept for the whole night and waited for HER in the living room, with the main door opened cause of the unbearable heat! How scary was that? When there's no light, and HE walked without a sound, then suddenly, SHE saw a black figure standing at the kitchen door, waiting to start an argument with HER. Then HE went open our room door and started to babble nonsense. This is just purely insane?!
Okay, let's move on to the third one. Stitches on my hand. With stitches, I continued to do my artefact despite many people telling me to rest and some kind souls offering to help out. This is me, STUBBORN! Cause I know I can't afford to slack anymore! Partly is also because I don't really want to depend on others too much.. I want to be independent! Furthermore, I still got my left hand. So, what did I learn then? I can see that there're a lot of people who really care for me out there. Especially when I jsut met with the accident, many sent caring messages to me. There are also some who finally managed to muster the courage and said out the things that they wanted to say. Although I must admit that it sounded mushy, but I really appreciated it. Especially your courage to say it out. So now I know that I had one big group of friends out there who will always stay by me, support me and make me grow stronger each day. Thanks to all!
One last thing to add. I realised that sometimes, things happened too fast, till you can't control them. Take for EXAMPLE, friendship, yeah? Things changed overnight, or just 1 hour. Even I don't know what happened and what to do. So, I let nature take its course? And thankfully, things turn out in a better way. At least now, I'm content and satisfied with it! Just like what people used to say: 好朋友，一个两个就够了! In fact, it's true! I can tell you, even one is enough! So, there's nothing more that I can ask for... .. I think?
Anyway, here's a couple of events that I think I will have to give it a miss. Jeanette's brithday party. Clarence's and Wanjie's birthday party, if there's one. Sorry Pek! Class outing to the Science Centre. Although I seriously hope to be able to attend, but without even asking, I know what the answer will be already. Sorry guys!
It's not that I forgot that today is a special day, it's just that I don't wish to remind myself about it.. But after reading a friend's blog, after thinking for sometimes, I decided to write something.. At least some of my thoughts... ...
People once told me not to hate him, and I tried to. Although it helped to some extent, but whenever I thought of and saw the things he did, I would question myself, whether I made the right choice in forgiving him. Although it is true that my mum kept complaining to us about him, there are still things that I saw for myself.
Let's start from the past: He used to be my playing partner, bring me go cycling around Tampines, play volleyball, badminton, basketball, table tennis, etc.. We always had outings together! He even fetched me home on a bike when I was in primary school and prepared breakfast for me. He introduced me to playing guitar and taught me how to play it well. He even sat down and listened and sang along with me! Like what I had mentioned last time, he used to be my hero, cause he can fixed almost everything in the house that is spoilt! And the birthday gifts that he bought are all those that I had wanted! Just as if he can read my mind!
But now: He is becoming more and more doubled-face. From what I observed, the way he treat my mom is very different from how he treat me and my sis! He even try to use our phone lines to top up his hi-card, isn't this the same as making use of us? Recently, these few nights, he on the music so loud that I can even hear with the door closed! Just what is he trying to do? There's another time when he asked my mom whether the me and my sis can go squeeze into the same room as her so that he can rent out out room to have the money to pay for room outside.. Pay for who? His girlfriend... I was like..
So, do you see the difference in the way people can change? Is really a lot and very scary!! Up till now, I still don't know which choice to make. To hate or to forgive & forget? I guess I should heed advice and choose to forgive & forget before it's too late? But, I still can't say the 3 words to him, so, just make it simple. Happy Father's Day, Dad.
Suddenly I knew the true colour of someone, I felt so disappointed somehow.
Alrights, back to blogging again.. Got addicted to singing these few days, all thanks to my good friend, Peggy Ng Chen Pei's influence! With her help, I found some of my confidence back!! Haha! Had been trying to memorise the lyrics for Faraway.. Also realised that I had a lot of songs in the computer that I did not listen to, so had them stored in phone & mp3.. Hope that my hand can quickly recover so that I can play the guitar once again.. Couldn't really do any work except maths cause I can only write numbers not letters.. AND, I left my A-maths, Geog and SS textbook in school! Which means I can't study those subjects that I really feel like studying now! So, I decided to update my material list, since I can't really draw.. Realised that I still have a lot of things undone, have to really speed up for the next 3 days! So, I can finally remove the "bandage" tomorrow! Although I don't really wish to see it, but guess I still had to! Hope that I can start using that hand tomorrow! Whoever which to see can come and look for me!! Haha! =)
Finally, I had my stitches taken out on Thursday, which was also Ella's birthday.. Happy belated Birthday to her!!! =) Went to watch Dance Subaru the day before which was Wednesday.. The movie was nice though, especially the song!!! The ending was a bit touching.. What happened after that, I shall not elaborate... But I did not regret going!!! It was worth it! So, I was still wondering when I can start using my right hand again? It seems to me that there isn't any strength or am I just afraid to exert force? I don't know.. It's just so frustrating, not being able to write nicely and properly... Okay I forgot what I wanted to post already, so I shall go study now!
A-maths lesson was ok today, my "hand" wasn't here, so I wrote myself.. It was super DUPER ugly, like some small kids doodling.. Think I'm going to rewrite it.. Anyway, it had been a long day for me, plus my hand is feeling itchy and a bit painful, I guess it isn't a good day.. If I appeared moody to anyone or gave you the feeling that I am, I so sorry! It just that I keep having this feeling that something bad will happen.. This feeling is kind of, weird, which made me kept praying inside.. I promised I will not show the moody face or expression to anyone tomorrow! =) Will try to control it well! Gosh, I'm so tired now!!
My ugly piece of work(using left hand)..
Thanks Peggy for helping me polish almost 2 of my icons!!! Love you!! Muackz! =)
Just wrote a few numbers using the mouse and it's hurting so much now! It's really irritating, not being able to write, not able to use a chopstick, or even hold a thing properly.. Just take for today, I can't even eat using a chopstick and needed Roseanna's help.. Thanks girl! But I really don't like to trouble others!! It doesn't make me feel comfortable.. So had to trouble Chenpei to help me write again for 4 hours of maths.. A BIG THANK YOU TO HER, cause it's really a lot of pages!! And I can't even understand a single thing cause I can't write that fast!! Also want to thank Fish for helping me do part of of D&T! How I wish that 18th can come quickly? But how I wish that it'll never arrive? Just how much I wished that this did not even happened at all?! But it's a fact already! I really wish that I can regain the strength that my right hand once had asap! But even if the stitches are being taken out, will I have a phobia everytime I want to exert force? BUT, I can't imagne how are they going to take it out? What method? What equipment? How pain will it be? How long? These thoughts are always flowing past my mind.. They never once disappear, no matter how hard I try.. Actually, I'm so nervous and afraid... I have no idea how it'll be on that day... Totally no idea at all.
Another week had passed.. That was like so fast?! My artefact?!!! Alright, school wasn't so boring afterall, thanks to the bunch of friends!!! Two kind souls offered to be my hand today!! =) Slept for awhile during D&T, cause I was not allowed to do... Went for dinner after that.. Ate "zhu chao" and motherly Chenpei help me take food!!! Thanks alot, really look like my mother!!! She helped everyone practically, haha! Were late for night study, so we were split up.. Both of us sat with Emrys(did I spell it correctly?) and gang.. Can't write compo, so I just slept!!! Haha.. Tomorrow have to go to polyclinic early in the morning to clean the wound.. After that, will be going down to the IT fair together with sis.. =) okay, I'm so hungry now, shall go grab a bite!!
Today is definitely not a very good day... In the morning, my crappy friend didn't come cause overslept, then The Clumsy me got injured during D&T! Each year, I'm bound to get injured in school, I don't know why!! Today is just purely an accident, I think.. So don't blame yourselves yeah? I'm really ok and fine! But the cut was rather deep, so I was sent to the A&E.. Had an injection and 3 stitches done! First time in my life, I had stitches, tell me, how can I not be afraid? So now, my eyes are so puffy and tired!! I wonder how am I going to straighten and tie my hair tomorrow?! Also, I want to thank Wanjie and Duyaa today for accompanying me to the hospital today, cause they were the only one present there.. I'm so sorry Wanjie, I'm very 失态 today!! Sorry for making you worry and also thanks for your effort to say some jokes!! Really appreciate it!! And also all those who sent me caring messages, Chenpei, Leonard, Marianne, Roseanna, Wanjie, Duyaa and Petrina!! Plus those who offered to help me do part of my coursework.. A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU ALL!! You guys are great!! Also also, thanks a lot to Chenpei for the things that she wrote in her blog, my best friend too!! Haha!!! Okay, I shall stop here cause it'd starting to hurt again..
Had been busy with D&T everyday.. Had a feeling that my bones are going to break someday! Anyway, I think I'm just to busy to arrange my appointment with the hair salon!! I need 1 day off from D&T!!! But sadly, I can't afford to have that 1 day.. Hmm, what shall I do then?! Ok, somehow, I feel that misunderstanding is starting to rise somewhere.. From just now the conversation with Duyaa, I can feel that it's coming.. But, actually, for everything that I did, I'd got a reason for it, whether you can tell or not, but I really have.. I know when I should appear or when I shouldn't, so I shouldn't, I'll definitely make myself scarce, if not, the atmosphere will be really awkward.. Imagine, if you are around, and people are talking about something that you don't understand, will you feel weird standing there? Also, they may want to have some private conversation and yet you're standing there, shouldn't you feel it and disappear? I have this type of feeling, so I learnt to tell the situation, but unfortunately, I guess this let to a misunderstanding rising.. Life is... ...
Okay, I'm pissed with something that dad told me, so I shan't continue posting cause I can't guarantee what I'll type...
The stuffs that made me survived through the night.. From tomorrow onwards, I shall learn to have a higher limit, somebody please remind me, cause I tend to forget(STM)... :-)
Actually, I had so many things to post about.. But now my mind is in a blank... Maybe because there're really too much things to say? Hmm, I spend 3 days in the olden era, which is like an experience to me? I'd learnt to look at things with a positive attitude!! Okay, so they had a quarrel again yesterday morning.. Around 5am in the morning, heard from mum that he waited for her for the whole night. It was so loud that I can even hear it from my room.. But I thought it was a dream, so I didn't want to bother about it. It was like so scary? In the middle of the night.. I seriously think he's going crazy real soon! Oh my, it's really very scary.. Okay, I shan't go and think about it and shall go and sleep now!! Super tired! Nights!!
You were once my hero, but I'm really disappointed in you now... ...
1st week of the June holiday is going to be over soon..
That was like so fast?
Really have to catch up with my studies..
Just when I want to start my serious studying, something happened at home..
Hmm, so far, I had only told two people the reason, as this is not a joyful thing, I shan't elaborate...
Anyway, there's a charity show tomorrow, but who can be so kind-hearted to allow me to watch in their house?
Guess no one?
But Jeanette will be perfoming!!! How unlucky am I?!!!
I hope tomorrow quickly pass, so I can be able to spend time faster in school, rather than at home, when it's so bored!! I wonder how people spent their time in the olden days!! If things aren't getting any better, I guess there's a big possibility that I'll have to spend my time in Mcdonald, just like what I'm doing now..
Who's willing to spend it with me?
Or rather, who wants to have "night" study together with me, until things changed for the better?
But it's at night, so I think no one would be that willing?
It's just a waste of time to spend it at home, as I can't be able to complete anything... ..
Anyway, have been having the urge to buy a laptop for myself these few days..
It's just so cool and convenient!!
Then I would not have to use others, like what I'm doing..
So troublesome!!
But would mum allow if I use my own money?
Nevermind if it's a second-hand, just that it's still presentable!!
Anyway, I'll get a much better one when I enter poly?
Today was the 3rd day of D&T and I'm dying!! Blisters are soon to be seen popping out of my hands after 3 days of filing.. Guess D&T life is like that... ... Anyway, from these 3 days, can I say that I found out how bonded the class actually is?? Because even though everyone is busy with their own products, but they'll try to help those who need help.. Just like a big family, yeah? Haha.. More heartwarming than mine also!! This is what I personally saw and felt though.. =) Tomorrow will be another busy day again, with night study!!! Oh my... One more thing before heading to sleep, I wanna thank Shi Ying for her present!! Ok, it isn't something big and expensive, but I feel that it's the thought that counts!! Thanks girl!!! =) This was the photo that she gave us, together with a frame.. Anyway, I found that the lyrics of this song is quite meaningful! So I decided to share!!
5566-Won't Give Up
风 停了它又吹 汗干了却又湿了好几回
我看见 你眼中的泪 不该让你陪着我受罪
看你摇着头说不后悔 要我放心勇敢往前飞
I won't give up Take my hand 因为有你的爱当我的信念 梦再远 也要追 不管前方暗藏着多少危险 一定是蓝天
我 拼了命去追 这一路上有太多是与非
错或对 我又能问谁 只求自己问心后无愧
跌跌撞撞也许很狼狈 多少次我笑中带着泪
I won't give up Take my hand 因为有你的爱当我的信念 梦再远 也要追 不管前方暗藏着多少危险 一定是蓝天
在梦里面 我看不见 你的脸 心要碎 而要毁灭 不会变
I won't give up Take my hand 因为有你的爱当我的信念 梦再远 也要追 不管前方暗藏着多少危险 You know I won't give up
I had a super DUPER tiring day today.. Reached home at around 7 plus.. Both my hands and legs are not like mine already! Was like filing 2 icons for the whole day! How tiring!!! Lessons were boring today, the atmosphere was humid due to the absence of the air-con.. But Ms Farah let us off early at around 11.50am.. Cause she can tell that everyone is dying!! So had early lunch, and since we can only do D&T at 1.30, the guys went to play basketball, while we, girls played some lame games under the void deck.. So, D&T started and ended... Forgot the venue for the farewell party, so I went to play piano instead.. Forgot most of the song I learnt except the first piece... =) Sorry Guitar-mates!!! So, tomorrow is another long day, shall go sleep earlier? Anyway, just wanna wish Joanna a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You're 16 already girl, as old as me, so don't keep calling me old!!!
Today was the Chinese "O" level paper.. I don't dare say it's very easy nor very hard.. I can't assure you that I'll get my distinction.. As you know, 希望越高，失望越大.. I can only say that I did my best... Decided not to do D&T, cause I'd got no mood.. Had lunch with the usual people at prata shop.. Then was supposed to go home, but fear that dad will be at home, and I don't want to be alone with him, thus tag along with Clarence they all.. Went to the basketball court near Chenpei's house and they played Bball.. Sat there and watched them played.. It's quite weird actually, cause I don't really know them.. Went home at around 5 cause mum called to rush me.. As I can see 201, decided to walk home... It's not that far at all, I realised.. Got back results, and got lectured a bit.. I'm 'grounded' and is supposed to reach home at 3 everyday. Omg, no life.. My mum asked me, "Where can you study better? At home, or in school?" I said, "depends.." What a retarded answer, I realised!! Anyway, she did something that make me embarrassing.. She actually went to ask Gracia whether I got BF?!! My god!!! It's so embarrassing can?! Of course no la, talking to guys doesn't mean that I have BF can?! She say I everytime keep on sms-ing, and she don't even know who I messaged to!! Oh my, I hope Gracia don't tell the whole class tomorrow!! 要不然我没台下!!
Sorry guitar mates, I guess I can't attend the farewell party, I have lots of things to be done. =(
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
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-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
Was too bored while waiting for the acrylic to be bent.
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Me and my forever same stupid face..
