S.H.E Together Forever

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Thursday, 30th July 2009

It'd been another busy week, as usual, with preparation for prelims and D&T project..
Barely able to manage, time is really NOT ENOUGH for me!
Also, I wish to say this to all those who are complaining that I keep spending time on D&T, "Try doing the whole project yourself and you'll get what I mean."
It's not that I'm angry or whatsoever, it's just that I feel maligned cause there'll always be those who keep saying I'd been spending my time away in school, playing, when I had been rushing my D&T work.
How unfair!

This is not a rather good week, I guess, having done 5 compres in a day..
But it was my fault, so I don't blame anyone.. =)
But there has been rather a lot of things that are making me worried, whether is it in class or at home.
In some way or another, I could feel some weird feeling/*tension* going on in class, 人与人之间的关系，I mean..
My sixth sense tells me so.
Humans are just weird la, they obviously cared for others, but didn't want to express it out, in the end, they'll come to regret it, which is unfortunately, too late. =(
So why hesitate in the first place? I wonder..
Anywhere, they "talked" again yesterday, which I didn't want to listen so I indulged myself in my own of music..
Haha..
It's getting tiring anyway, for having to bother about so many things, should just let go of some.

But in the end, I guessed it turned out to be a good week because... ...
S.H.E IS ON THIS WEEK I-WEEKLY COVER!!
YIPEE!!
I'm so filled with joy now!!
Don't know why, but each time I see them, I feel very happy and that all my problems are gone!
This kind of feeling is wonderful, you know!
Everytime I am feeling low or angry over certain stuffs, the first thing that I would want to do is to listen to their songs!
It brings joy to me cause after listening, all those feelings will just disappear by themselves!!
How great.
They're in fact, the first group of people that I'm so crazy over with and I'd learnt a lot from them.
It's through them that I started to like writing songs.
Thanks S.H.E, you're great! =)

S.H.E Rawks =) 11:11 PM

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

你的存在不只是心中的日月.
因为你而呼吸.
一位爱而心跳.
爱上你的一切是我的骄傲.

S.H.E Rawks =) 6:32 PM

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Monday, 20th July 2009

Today was our costume day!
Had much difficult putting on mine cause 1st, I'm too short, 2nd, I'm too skinny.
Haha..
I'm like mopping the floor and some said I looked like a Japanese ghost when I first came out..
LOL!
Okay, so all thanks to many people who played a part in helping me.
Thanks lots!
It was such a hot day and we weren't allowed to use the reading room due to H1N1..
Anyway, I hoped Shu Ting gets better!
Heard that she was unwell.
So, stayed in class for lessons which is like killing me!
Super Duper HOT!
It was till assembly period then we had a little bit of time taking photos!
It was like so fun!!
So many people calling my name!
Haha, like superstar though..
Ok, I was just kidding, there're only two, but they keep calling, so is like there're a lot..
=)
Anyway, most of the pictures turned out nice!
Took a lot of pictures all thanks to Peggy, cause she took my camera and went round taking photos..
Will be uploading them in facebook, so you all can go view them!
Didn't know it was so fun!
So after that had oral and it wasn't too bad!
Stayed back for D&T, but it's more to maths..
Haha..
The weather was too hot to actually do D&T, you know!
After that they decided to go to the basketball court, so I headed home..
So, now I had lots of homework to be done, but I'm so tired!
Have to burn midnight oil already!

The other day, mum and sis were complaining to me about dad.
Mum opened the bill and realised that an amount of $50 was paid.
So she thought it was dad who paid it and told me about it.
For a moment, I was so happy!
I thought he finally thought it through!
But realised that it was not..
It's just some other stuffs that were deducted.
Once again, I was disappointed with him.
So, she went on complaining, 'why can't he leave the house for us? Why can't he be more gentleman?' and lots more..
And so, she wanted me to go tell him to leave the house for us.
I wanted to.
But I don't know how.
Is like so difficult now that we talk so little to each other..
How to start the topic?
So, I was like, keeping quiet and listen.
Then at night, Sis was complaining that dad kept asking her to help him top up his hi-card using her phone.
Once again, I kept quiet and listened.
Don't know why, for this time, I wasn't feeling angry or whatsoever.
I was just feeling sad.
I had no idea why he became like that.
Why had he chosen this path?
He can lead a very comfortable life, but he decided to throw it away himself.
Worst still, he puts the blame on others!
Can I say that I'm just too disappointed with this person, until I'm already immune to all those bad habits that he has?
I don't care what he does now, seriously, just that all the things he did don't disturb my way of living.
I loved and respect the old him, not the current one.
Even up to now, I feel that mum having a boyfriend isn't wrong at all.
Take for example, on her birthday, 14th July, although I don't know who she spent with, but even if she spent with him, I don't mind at all!
It use to bother me in the past, but not now.
Can I say that I'd grown up and had thought things through carefully?
Even though they used to say I'm still young and don't understand a single thing, but I can see for myself.
I can tell what's happening even though I don't say it out.
But does that matters?
It can't change a single thing, can it?
I'm getting too lazy to bother now.
=)

I love this photo!!

Yea man!
Nicest of the day!
:D

If I was to be a bit cleverer,
will things still be the same way as it is?

S.H.E Rawks =) 10:35 PM

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Friday, July 17, 2009

Friday, 17th July 2009

Another busy week gone!
This week is so tiring with remedials, D&T, etc..
Furthermore, there're just so many exams paper to be completed!
Chemistry, Physics, E-maths, A-maths..
Had been doing almost 1 maths paper per day, and I can see myself improving though..
That's definitely a good thing..
I finally finished my D&T product, leaving only assembling the last part!
But still, there's folio..
Let's prepare to die!

Okay, I'm like so tired now, so I shall just cut short the post..
One thing that I'm looking forward to, that is Racial Harmony on the upcoming monday!
Can you believe it, the whole 4E is going to wear ethnic costume!
That's like first time in my life in dunman!
So, teachers really make a different, I must say!
Also for the first time in my life, I'm wearing an ethnic costume..
That's like so funny and weird to me!
As it's the first time and last year, I'd decided to wear something I like..
Was deciding over 3 costumes, peranankan, hanbok and kimono..
In the end, decided to choose kimono..
Reason: I don't know.
Due to me doing things very SLOW, I've decided to go school earlier to change..
=)
Another thing is, I want to thank Leonard for helping me pay first!
Will return the money to you by weekly instalment!

I look like a dwarf in giant's clothes yeah?

Peggy's peranakan costume. Assemble the image yourself!

My kimono!

RANDOM:

Delicious fried rice!!

After much thoughts, I've decided to stay neutral.

S.H.E Rawks =) 11:37 PM

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

Sunday, 12th July 2009

It had been a really tiring week!
Was supposed to finish the artefact by friday, but I couldn't..
Everytime when I thought I was going to finish, Mr Lew always has something new for me to do!
Okay, so I hoped I can finish it on monday..
But how am I supposed to tell mum?
That I'm going to stay back for D&T, again?!
I'll definitely get ticked off by her again!
This is really getting irritating, having to find excuses to stay back..
Is not like I'm playing around in school, but I still can't get to stay back..
What a sickening life!
Always calling to check on me, but don't believe a single thing I said.
Why called in the first place when you don't even believe?
You're just slowing down my pace of doing work, distracting me with your nonsense!
So, I just hang up on her!
Okay, enough of procrastinating, let's move on!

Don't know why, I had been feeling really tired every single day!!
But still I can't get to sleep early!
There're just tons of work to be done!!
OMG!
Even though I picked up the habit of bathing every morning, but I still feel real sleepy in class!
So, I grab every opportunities that allow me to sleep, even for a short while..
Because there'll always be a fire, earthquake etc to wake me up!
=)

So, I'm feeling quite guilty for having wasted my weekend, again!
Yesterday, I slept for the whole evening, after coming home from school, decided to lie for a while, but ended up falling asleep!
Gosh!
And, at night, I went blog viewing and came across a very nice song called Memories by Withing Temptation.
It's pretty nice, the pitch is so high, but I feel that it's rather nice to sing!
Somehow like opera!
=)
Very soon, I'll have memorised the lyrics already!
These few days have been introduced to many new english songs, which widened my english media library!
And there're these 2 songs that I'm learning to play, Starts With Goodbye and So Small..
Both by Carrie Underwood.
I must say that her vocal range is very high!
BUT I prefer Avril Lavigne!!
Stayed loyal!
=)
S.H.E is still the best though, that's for sure!

Anyway, had been having the urge to write new songs!!
Arghh!!
It's just so good you know, having your own song!
But for now, I'm still finding inspiration!!
=)
Some things just can't be rushed!

Had this little thing kept in my file to wake me up everytime!

Very nice sweets that mom bought!!

S.H.E Rawks =) 11:30 PM

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Monday, July 06, 2009

Monday, 6th July 2009

Am I having monday blues, or is it because of the rain?
Has been raining these 2 days and it's making me feel rather lethargic.
But, I still like rainy days, cause they never fail to bring back happy memories.
Those that will be locked deeply in my heart forever.

Went for D&T in the morning before meeting up with the rest to search for costumes..
Walked quite a long way before reaching..
And also, we walked in the rain!
Though it was cold, but I enjoyed it quite a lot!
It's like the rain is washing all the problems away from me, although I'm just lying to myself.
While walking and with the wind keep blowing, many things went through my mind..
Maybe it's because all those happy occasions happened during rainy days, that's why they just flow into my head so naturally..
It's as though I had returned to the past, you know..
But I realised that I'm not walking alone, so I tried hard to push that thought away and put a smile across my face.
But I didn't manage to do it, did I?
Maybe for certain time..
We finally found the shop and went in for like 5 mins.
As the costumes were too expensive, we left..
Went parted ways cause they were like rushing for time?
So hailed a taxi and returned to Tampines Mall with Bi, Duyaa and Gila..
They wanted to watch Ice-Age 3, so I went to Popular before heading for home.

Finally, I am left all alone.
Don't know why, but sometimes, I really like to be alone!
You can call me a loner.
But it really feels great, you know!
You can finally be yourself, no more pretending..
Maybe some of you don't like the idea of being alone, but I'm actually used to it.
What's so scary about being alone?
Worried that people might think you are a freak shopping alone?
Who cares!
好心情 Just Be Yourself!!
Who knows, you may find happiness when you're alone.
=)

So, while waiting for the bus, I was thinking...
And I realised something.
I realised the importance of 2 things.
Money and time.
This is because I was asking myself why I turn down their offer of watching movie?
Is it really because I'm tired?
The answer is no.
Why waste money on watching movie?
I can use that amount to but other useful things.
Take for example, I bought a foolscap, a pen and refill and they cost me $9.60.
Although I only have to pay 4.60, but if I went for the movie, I would have spend at least an additional of $6-7 already.
Furthermore, I still top up my Ez-link earlier on, which means I will be left with $3-4 for the week?
Although mom did say that I can ask for more if I don't have enough, but I don't know how to!
It's because I spend it on leisure!
I know that she already has a lot of burden, all our weekly allowance, daily expenses and all our phone bills!
She doesn't earn a lot, but she has a lot to pay.
So am I still human to ask for more so that I can shower myself with all the entertainments in life?
And so, I decided not to go.
Furthermore, there're still tons of homework at home, undone!
Seriously, there isn't much time left to waste.
Before, the electricity runs out, I have to make full use of it!
Thus, I decided to return home..
To add on to that, prelims are coming, but why aren't they feeling nervous at all?
I shouldn't be like this, I shall study!
From today onwards, I shall keep myself away from all the distractions.
Burying myself into doing homework is also a good way to prevent myself from thinking all those stuffs.
Start studying cause I don't want any regrets.

I thought I wanted to be rebellious, but why am I feeling guilty?

Why am I behaving like that?

What's wrong with me?

Am I just afraid?

Afraid that I'll be forgotten?

S.H.E Rawks =) 4:58 PM

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

动力或车/信乐团 - 不死心还在

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外

还不够还没到最后
管天理容不容心还跳着就有梦
还不够不会有最后
谁说我们会选择放手

曾经过彻底毁灭的荒漠
远方你的身影开出花一朵
一路上灰暗统治的天空
绝望的狂风逼退不了你我

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我没有尽头才精彩

当灵魂被利剑刺穿
你的爱修复我到最坚固的状态
当冰冷再袭卷而来
胸口再没有任何破绽

曾经过彻底毁灭的荒漠
远方你的身影开出花一朵
一路上灰暗统治的天空
绝望的狂风逼退不了你我

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我心还在

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我没有尽头才精彩

刘力杨 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

TANK - 会长大的幸福

在夜市里逛地摊送你一副耳环
你很喜欢一整晚笑声不断
陪你看电影哭完戏里相爱好难
你很感慨现实会害人离散

你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着嫉妒

为你生日的夜晚亲手料理晚餐
你真可爱很捧场吃两碗饭
你电话有点摔坏一直想帮你换
努力加班你心疼得泪打转
爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术永远被保护
牵手围住会长大的幸福
看它开花结果变大树
我们唱着歌欢呼

为你变魔术～

S.H.E Rawks =) 12:29 PM

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Friday, July 03, 2009

Friday, 3rd July 2009

There're these two songs that I found yesterday and I love it!
会长大的幸福 by TANK and 不死心还在 by 动力火车.
You may want to go and listen to it too.
I find that the lyrics from 不死心还在 is rather meaningful, that's why I like the song.
Both singers are from H.I.M International Music Company.
Actually, I like most of the singers from H.I.M International, cause they're all kind of talented?
And their singing are really good.
Some potential ones are 动力火车 - 大师兄 , S.H.E - 大师姐 , TANK and 刘力杨.
I personally admired TANK a lot!
His passion for music really impressed me.
He wrote almost 200 songs before he finally release his own first album.
He puts in his heart and soul in writing every song, and depended on his own effort to make him popular.
He didn't make use of other popular singers to make himself popular, unlike some other singers.
This is why I admire him so much!
Furthermore, he also has a great voice, which allows him to reach very ow pitch as well as high pitch..
I like it most when he plays the guitar and piano!!
So cool can!!
OMG!
Although some people may say that he's not at all handsome but so what?
I go for those who can really sing and not those who are good-looking yet can't sing at all.
If they can't sing, why be a singer in the first place right?
Might as well be an actor!
So, yeah, that's what I think..
:-)

Second thing.
Today is already the 3rd of July.
23rd, 24th, 25th, 26th, 27th, 28th, 29th, 30th, 1st, 2nd, 3rd... ...
11 days in total.
Is that long enough for those people to cut the electricity once again?
I think it is cause I had just received a very nice red letter today.
So, I guess I must prepare my candles and lighters and put them in a standby mode?
They may come in handy at any point of time.
But if that is the case, then how am I going to study at night then?
With no lights, I just stone there for 3 hours or so?
I can't possibly go to mcdonalds everyday, it's so embarrassing!!
Know why I'm fretting over all these so early?
Cause he doesn't have the intention of paying it at all, I think..
He's just too lazy to care about it anyway.
Furthermore, mom already said that this time round, she's not going to pay for it no matter what.
She'd been duped once and she'll not be duped for the second time.
And also, today's the 3rd, 9 days had passed and I guessed he should have spent everything by now..
You know, he spends money like water!
Now, you know how irresponsible a father he is?
Will I still be able to forgive him if this happens for the second time?
confused.

S.H.E Rawks =) 10:31 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

LINKS

Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]

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