There had been rather alot of things happening at home which make me quite vex..
Haiz..
Dun wish to talk about it..
Decided to hang put with old pri schoolmates these few days since my sis had finished her exams and she wants to use the comp.. Then I nothing to do so go out and shop lor..
Sometimes I think my life very boring but I think sometimes it is very scary..
I dunno what might happen the very next day and I dun like this kind of feeling!!
This kind of so-called living in fear!
This few nights while I was sleeping, alot of thoughts flash through my mind.. I'm afraid that my appeal will fail then what will I do?
Stuck in 3E for 2 years?
What if that really happens? Then my family will lose all hopes and faiths in me!!
What shall I do then??
I'm beginning to lose trust in everything and I dunno why!
Sometimes I really hope that all these things that I'm thinking will not be true cause I do not know how to face them and I dun wish to face them at all..
So, I may be counted as escaping reality, but what can I do?? Really, what can I do?? Maybe all I can do is to write songs and try to chain up my thoughts and put them into 1 whole song or look at S.H.E videos to push all those thoughts away..
But I feel that living like this is really tiring..
But reality doesn't allow me to have a rest!!
Since I can't escape or have a rest, I might as well learn to face it, that's what Hebe once said!
Hmm..
Maybe I should just listen to her 'advice' and try it out!
Was so boring at home today, so I decided to watch Titanic..
Don't know whether it is too long I never watch or what, I find th show very interesting!! I think it is because I truly understand the story now and I find the story real TOUCHING!
Though I kind of hate the ending, but I really like the movie..
I find that their strength of love is really really strong..
Without a single photo, only the image lies in her memories and in her heart, her love for him can go on for 84 years!!
That is like so powerful lar!!
I really admire that and that touch me the most!!
They are the people who really know what love really is!!
The one and only movie that touches me the most, that I will count as my avourite movie, that I will never ever forget,
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
