Wednesday, 30th April 2008
It had been almost 2 and 1/2 week since Shirley had came to my house..
But there's always this question that had been going through our minds, that is 'Is she really happy here?'
We couldn't get the answer but we were always trying our very best to make her feel happy!
It was during yesterday night that me and my sis discussed this problem seriously..
As she was having her period, we have to tie her at one corner to prevent her from running around, dripping until the whole house..
But in the middle of the night, just when we were about to turn in, we heard her crying..
Just imagine, we could even her in our room, with our door close, it was so loud..
In the room, me and my sis were both very heartbroken and could not hold our tears back..
Therefore, we came up with this decision to bring her home..
At the farm, there was also another female golden retriever to play with her at the big grassland!
Although it was a real tough deicision, but we know we cannot be so selfish and that the decision had to benefit her..
We also felt that it ws very tough for her to carry on staying here as we don't have a car to bring her go play and our house was not big enough..
In addition, we also do not have the time to keep her company all day as she's the only one at home from morning to night and furthermore, she is scared of loneliness..
Therefore, we sent a msg to mum to inform her about our decision..
Of course, we can't sleep that night!
Also, I wanna apologise to all those who had wanted to play with her after exams, I'm so so so sorry..
I've disappointed you all but I hope that you will support me in my decision to give her happiness..
For now, I'sm starting to miss her already amd it's just a few hours that she'd been gone!!
All those pictures of her playing with me are flowing through my mind!!
Looking at her toys, treats and bowls now make me feel so sad and empty..
Maybe I need sometime to get over it... ...
Dear Shirley,
I hope that you are feeling happy now that you have reached home and enjoying yourself there!! I'm so sorry that I couldn't take real good care of you and make you feel at home here. Although having to help wipe your pee continuously everyday is quite tiring, but I felt that I have achieved a sense of responsibility. Having taken care of you all this while make me learn alot of things and I really want to thank you gratefully. Although it is only a short while living with you, I felt very happy each time I played with you! With you around, there is no such thing called loneliness but time and time again, I make you feel lonely. I feel so guilty now. I have never know that owning a dog is so fun and now, I really understand why DOGS ARE MAN BEST FRIEND! I hope that you will understand that bringing you back is not because we do not want you but is purely because we want you to be happy although we want you to stay very much! In my heart, you will always be my wonderful dog, always! I LOVE YOU SHIRLEY! *HUGS*


Thursday, 17th April 2008
I've got one pretty good news!
I've got a dog!
Mum brought it home on monday, but I'd not had the time to post it up!
Haha..
It's a golden retriever, 2 years old..
It is playful, big, obedient and disobedient in some ways..
Haha..
And of course, IT'S FREE!!
Mum's friend gave it to her..
So good right?!
But me and my sis have to help take care of her if not mum will send her back..
Lol..
I wouldn't want that to happen cause this is the 3rd time it has moved house, and I dun wanna to hurt her, you know?..
Oh ya, her name is Shirley by the way..
Hehe, not I give one ar..
Up till now, she how to 'come', 'sit' and 'stay'..
Still, have to toilet-train her..
And most importantly, train her to be more obedient..
Haha..

Know what she's doing? She's looking at my guinea pigs!!