Try to imagine that you're looking forward to something and then sombody came to tell you it had been postponed to a later date..
You are disappointed, but at least you looked forward to that later date, which was something good..
But later, that somebody hinted you that the thing is cancelled due to the arrival of some matter..
You know that that matter is more important then your thing, but inevitably, you'll be filled with disappointment because now, there's no later date for you to look forward to..
Have you ever have this kind of feeling?
Well, I have it recently..
To add to the feeling of disappointment, I actually have another feeling, that is, anger..
I feel that no one is actually listening to what I say all these while, in fact, all these years..
Just take for example, when you ask somebody if you can use his or her things, you are actually seeking his or her permission..
If that person say "yes", that means you can use his thing, but if that person say "no", that means you can't use his thing..
But this particular person that I met is very weird.
She asked me if she can wear my slipper out cause she spoilt hers..
She's seeking my permission to use my thing right now and I answered "no" cause I'll have to buy lunch later since she's going out..
But she just grumbled, grumbled, grumbled and guess what?
She just wore it out!!
How ridiculous?!
You're seeking people's permission and people didn't gave you the permission, yet you just go ahead with the decision that you'd made before asking..
Is that equivalent to not asking for permission?
Even if I say yes or no, you'll just wear it, what for you ask me?
I mean, WHAT'S THE USE OF ASKING?!
It's USELESS!!
Even though it's just a pair of sandal, but, from my point of view, it's a matter of respect to other's decision..
This person is none other than, my mum..
I'll have to say that I'm utterly disappointed with her actions.. She has also given me 2 empty promises..
She had promised to bring me go to aunty Maggie's salon there to do rebonding last saturday but it was postponed to today..
Today we can't go, I can understand because today, my grandma is undergoing quite a major operation..
But sat, just because of her friend's one sentence, she postponed it..
Just because of ONE stupid reason without any proof and that is, "Saturday alot of people, later she anyhow do."
Is like, are you so sure that particular saturday alot people?
Maybe there isn't?
And she just postponed it like that..
The most angry part is that, she went out with my mum on that day..
Leaving me alone at home all day..
How RIDICULOUS is this?
If not for her, I will have straight and beautiful hair now!
I guess I will hate her..
Mum's going to work full tmr, that means I don't know have to wait till when..
I don't have much time left waiting, I'm going to the roadshow this sat and I want my hair to be done!
Guess it's impossible now!
From these two incidents, I can see that she doesn't listen to what I say most of the time..
Her friend just say one sentence and she postponed it, I said one word, but she went ahead with her decision..
I've successfully become a person who day things that no one will listen...
How sad that can be?!!
The last thing that I can't stand is that, because of grandma's illness, she'd been in a bad mood, but that doesn't mean that she can scold me and my sis for no reason!
我们不是你的出气筒！
This was what she told me last time, I have not forgotten, looks like she has forgotten!
I guess I'll have to use this method to remind her someday..
She told me to help her clean up the mess that she and her friends had made before mum return..
I was damn angry and ticked her off..
Is not even I made one, why should I be the one cleaning up?!
Asss la..
Then reached home and saw many shoes outside..
Opened the door and saw a GHOST!
That damn guy think he very cool like that, think this is his home izzit?
Opened the door until 大摇大摆 like that..
If it's mum, I see how you die..
In fact, the whole house is filled with freaking ghosts sia..
All so ugly one lor, think they vert "shuai" and chio like that..
AH-PUI AR!!
Still got one even worst, 简直是没有死过 sia..
He go and use my classical guitar can?!!
好大胆哦!!
Even though I'm younger, but if your friend wanna touch my things, also have to ask me right?
Even though I'm not at home, cause if my friend wanna touch her things, I will still ask her one..
This is what I call purely RUDE!
She still say "a while only"..
But who knows ar, ghost ar?
Maybe every long liao?
Oh, I forgot, they're all ghost sia..
Haha..
Plus, one bunch of asshole..
She still left her cup with straws there, don't care, dun help her wash..
If she come back and say me, I'll spill all the things out..
See who die first..
Want to do things secretly also dunno how to, leave a guy's bag there..
Haha...
Now, I haven't say is her friend's one, but if she provoke me later on, I shall say it out...
Furthermore, there's not only one guy..
Hahaha...
I may be good to help you mend your friend's broken weapon, but there's a limit to it..
I slept at almost 2am for 2 consecutive days, and that's very torturing liao lor..
I even went to Orchard with you early in the morning to buy just 4 small idiot glue which are not effective and I even lend you $16 even though I'm going broke..
Don't you ever think that I'll lent you my savings ok?!!
I'm saving them to buy other things...
I know she got alot of times hinting me to lend her that money, but I'LL DEFINITELY NOT!!
I'll be stupid if I do, cause she buy all those redundant stuffs..
So, you don't have that concept that I'll go by your orders everytime...
I'm not that dumb!
Know your limits man!
If there's a second time, I'll not help you in this way and the ending will not be as good as this...
Alright, shall go and listen to some S.H.E songs to make my mood better!
Went home damn early during bbq today cause wanna watch The Little Nonya..
Haha..
Went there and home with Yann Ting..
She was late and had to make Roseanna wait for so long..
So SORRY!!
Then we realised alot of people were late lor, so we started first..
Then played mahjong for a few rounds before going home..
Roseanna dunno how to play sia, so she sat by the side and help us take food..
Haha, so funny..
When both of us were getting ready to go home, she keep on "sa jiao" lor..
Delayed the time, so both of us decided to cab home..
Initially, I was suppose to alight first, but Yann Ting alighted first..
The fare was $6 so have to return $2 to her some day..
Thanks alot!!
Okay, must apologise to Roseanna for leaving so early and abandoned her there..
SORRY, promise will go cycling with you, plus Yann Ting and Sam Lai..
Hehe..
Ohya, just read a post saying that Jeanette will be attending the 13th Asian Television Awards ceremony tomorrow..
Hmm, is at 5-6pm sia..
Is not very far sia, but scare mum nag leh..
Haiz, cause today already go out le, then tmr still go out, maybe fri going out again, she sure nag de lor!!
How how?!! If is at afternoon then nvm, cause heard that she'll be going out after work with her friend, then I can also say I go shopping, but is at the evening leh, shop what?
Hmm, or, I push the cycling to tomorrow, then after that I head to the awards??
But so late notice, I scare they cannot sia...
Haiz..
Howhow?!!!
Think I don't go for the awards le lah, if I'm going to the promo activity and maybe the Christmas party..
Will be having bbq later in the evening but I'll be leaving at around 8.20 to rush home to watch The Little Nonya.
The show is just superb, can't miss any episode sia, it's so important to me, more than anything else..
Addicted!
Haha, think I'll be attending the promo activities at Compass Point together with some friends..
Hehe..
Anyway, had been rather unlucky these few days..
My memory card sort of "broke down" on monday night...
Dunno which song corrupted it, once I insert the card, my phone will off by itself..
Grrr..
Had to format it..
But there're some pictures I haven upload it to the comp yet, then dunno where I got them, so cannot format..
Use my sis's phone, luckily, her phone won't off..
So decided to transfer the things inside using "copy and paste" method..
But cannot!!!
Grrr..
So bluetooth the picts, videos and themes to the comp...
As for the songs, I decided to forget about it since I've got my mp3..
Then put the memory card into my phone and transfer the things back in..
As I see that the phone didn't off by itself, I deleted the whole chunk of picts, videos and themes..
Then decided to put some songs into it since I have them in the laptop..
When I transfer finish, the problem came again...
This time, I cannot format liao, cause I deleted everything...
Grrr!!
Using my old memory card which is only 128mb!!
Bluetooth some songs and a theme from sis's phone...
Another thing is that I haven't gotten m allowance for this week!! I'm seriously going so broke lor...
Dad told sis last sunday that he'll give us yesterday, then he came back yesterday and didn't give us sia..
WTH!!!
Yesterday after watching The Little Nonya at mum's room, I went to the study room to take my phone, then he tell me,"Go and tell mum that her TV can carry here liao.."
Cause the comp's monitor spoil liao, then her TV can be used as a monitor..
But mum dun want..
Later, he went to ask himself, then after I don't what she told him(dun wish to hear)..
Then after that he went out without giving us our allowance..
Mum came to tell us that he was waiting for her to carry the TV to the study room for a long time, as he had unplugged the monitor already..
Cause I'm currently using his laptop and he cannot bring his laptop to somewhere which he intend to do so...
So sis say she can lent me her laptop when she don't need so he can take his, but mum say don't care him, give him a punishment......
But the thing is, dun give him, he will want the TV to be as a monitor then mum will nag, give him, then mum will also nag..
Just what do they want us to do sia?!
Very confused sia!!!
Don't tell me it's because of this then he never give the allowance..
Wa, then like that very what leh, it's not even our fault!!!
UNREASONABLE!!!! Then mum say maybe she'll ask luo bastard to go with her buy a second hand monitor this friday since she'll not be working..
WTH, to think that the both of us have come to this state, to accept his help....
Dunno when I'll get the chance to blog again, haha..
Cause comp the screen spoilt le, finayll died after old age..
Lol..
Using dad's laptop=no fun at all!!!!!
Firstly, it's not my own account, then the wallpaper dun have S.H.E!!!
Secondly, I cannot install or download any program, cause need password...
Thirdly, cannot continue downloading bittorrent movie, cause this dummy lappie don't have bittorrent!!
Etc.....
So many disadvantages...
Furthermore, I need to save things from the comp cause my instinct tells me somethng bad is going to happen!! Arrrr, later all my things disappear, I sure cry one!!!!
Had guitar pract this morning and it was tiring!!
Zzz..
Went home and found out that no one's at home, so quickly bathe and watch TVB drama..
Haha..
Cantonese is so hard to learn..
Arrr...
Must perserve man!
I can do it!!
=)
This sun have to go buy bbq food, then next week have bbq=cannot watch Little Nonya and Forensic Heroes...
sobSOB!!! So nice, both shows!!! LURVE them so much!!
Then Ms Wan maybe organising another guitar bbq, dunno when..
Mid-Dec..
Haiyo, I no money liao la!!! But I hope it does not clash with my another "date" which is not confirm yet...
It's not a date la, but I dunno how to say, an outing?
Hmm, maybe..
Got this info from a web that somebody is organising a get-together session with Jeanette Aw...
Still deciding whether I should go anot, everything not confirm, shall see till then...
Haha..
Hmm, that's about all for today, shall go find some pictures from my phone(another bad point, don't have my picts..) and upload it and then go find some songs to sing!!
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
Picture taken from my friends:
Pictures taken from Jeanette's Blog:
