Had guitar practise in the morning until 12 plus..
Had to buck up on my solo, abit not so smooth..
Was informed last minute that we'll have to wear court shoe on Wednesday..
Oh gosh, where am I going to find a shoe bag in such a short time?
Beside CNY is just 2 days later..
That means, I'll have to bring guitar, court shoe and also D&T file!!!
Oh my god, so many things to carry!!
Furthermore, my guitar is so so so much HEAVIER!!
Hope I don't faint on the way to school..
Will be leaving my stuffs in class..
Then change into the court shoe in class also...
And also, we have to wear a tie..
Oh come on, it's just a performance at East View Primary..
I still have P.E on that particular day..
How unlucky can i get?!
Anyway, decided to go Bugis to shop for some new year clothes, but realised that both of us had no money..
So, went to the wardrobe and searched for some clothes..
Came up with a pretty nice combination and I'm quite satisfied with it..
But in the end, I bought a set of new year clothes..
Haha, now I'm not sure which to wear...
Shall see on that day itself!
Random pictures:
Nice sky
My class, 4E!!The combination that I came up with, I'm happy with it!! The one that I bought.. (realised that they're quite the same..) My new bedsheet that I like very much! (the mokona that I cuddle everynight!)
Today is Yann Ting's birthday, so I will like to wish her a Happy Birthday!
=)
Anyway, there's just one thing that make me quite confused..
Was asked whether I wanna have tuition for A-maths...
I wasn't sure though..
Then went home and asked mum..
Guess what's her reply?!
She said, "If want, I also don't want you to go your friend's one. Want to go also go to those that you don't know anybody one, can focus better. If you don't want, then don't go tuition.."
I'm like..
*DOTS*
Is like, why can't I go tuition with my friends?
Anything wrong with that?!
She's totally ridiculous!!!
It's like she can make friends, then I can't..
Must force me go to a place without any friends and make me look like a total freak!
I was wondering why is she like this?
It's not like my friends are those who don't like study!!
She always have this kind of mentality, which is so so so wrong and unfair to me!!
I feel so hurt by her that statement, seriously..
This is the first time that I have another feeling other then anger with what she said..
The first thing that I would like to say before I forget is, I would like to tell a friend something..
I shall not reveal the name to maintain the privacy..
You know I'm not good at expressing my thoughts, so I shall express it here..
I would like to tell you, "Not to feel sorry as it's not your fault.. You were not in the wrong, I chose to stay back myself.. Don't feel guilty ok? I'm not angry.. =)"
This is just to clarify things, in case it's misunderstood..
From today and a few days back, I finally understood what real friends are..
I can feel that they cared for me, sometimes, even more from my own parents..
That realy warmth my heart!
I'm so touched that I really feel like crying out loud..
Tears of joy...
I really REALLY want to thank them, from the bottom of my heart!
Just came across an advertisment showing that channel U will be showing S.H.E:我的电台 FM S.H.E concert on 除夕夜!!
Omg, was all high up!!
Was still thinking of recording it and burn it cause I only had the blur version un my computer..
But something came into my mind..
I rmbed receiving a letter stating that 21 days later, if dad hasn't cleared his credit cards debts, he'll most likely be declaring BANKRUPTCY!
The dateline happens to be 25th January!
That really frightens me!!
It's so scary to be bankrupt!!
Can't take taxi, can't use comp and can't watch tv!!
If I'm not able to watch, how am I going to record?
To think that my dad, who used to have such high salary will become like that..
The worst is, he dragged us down..
Sometimes, I want to hate him, but everytime I come to think of his state now, I can't make myself hate him!!
Why is this so?!
He had already sort of "ruin" the happiness that I should get and yet I can't hate him..
Of course, my mum has a part to play...
I can neither forgive nor hate...
Am in a dilemma now..
All I wish for now is to be able to watch the concert!!
Anyway, mum keep asking me when I'm going to get my new year clothes..
Has no wish to get them at all, cause I'm already not looking forward to Chinese New Year anymore...
Guess I'm already used to it, since this is the 3rd year..
=)
Was just wondering why my mum don't allow me to study with my friends?? It's better than staying at home, watching her, or listening to her talking on the phone so loudly!!
At least I've got somebody to ask if I don't know..
She keeps asking me to ask my sis, but she's not even at home!!
She just believe that I will not study..
In other words, she don't TRUST ME AT ALL!!
Last time, I rmbed her saying that "if I improved, I can do anything I want"
But she isn't acting accordingly to it!!
"Adults are always like that, they don't keep their promise!"
My sis and I are used to it..
*sighs*
Sometimes, I don't wish to lie to you, but you left me with no choice...
Get to sit down and read some books, relax myself abit from those previous busy days..
Was practising A-maths just now, feeling abit tired so decided to use the computer for awhile..
Shall post a short one as there are still Ex 12B,C,D,E..
Must say that this chapter is rather confusing!!
So had to really practise!!
Will be leaving for Sentosa tmr, haiz, can I not go?!
I will rather stay at home all day!! Anyway, meet almost all the new teachers, except for Social Studies..
She didn't come today..
I feel that the lessons this year are pretty good so far, except for Phsysics and maybe MT and Geog..
Don't know why, maybe because of the teacher..
I was wrong about something, that is our new Chem teacher, Ms Yeo..
At first, I thought her teaching was not good because she's abit weird..
Ok, she's weird, but her teaching was quite good actually..
She actually went into the details that Mdm Salha didn't taught last year!!
That really surprise me!!
I'm sorry to be wrong about her..
=)
Anyway, I would have prefer our Geog teacher to be Mdm Fadillah instead..
Although the fact is that Ms Wan can teach better but, I just can't concentrate in her class!!
I miss Mdm Fadillah!!
And this leads me to one thing that I feel rather upset about..
I think most of the sec 4s guitar members will feel the same way as I do!!
Just realised that Mdm Fadillah was being transferred to be the Teacher-ic of choir..
Everyone was shocked for those who knows!!
(I'm trying to control my anger as I promised to use proper english..)
But I'm really burning with fury inside!! How can that be happening?!
Mdm Fadillah had been with the Guitar Ensemble for like don't know how many years, longer than me!!
They just take her out like that, after her maternity leave!!
First it was Ms Chin, then it's her!
The most angry thing is that both of them transfer to choir!!
Why must it always be Guitar Ensemble the one who keeps trying new teachers?
Once everyone they're good, they got transfer away..
Are we guinea pigs?!
I'm not trying to be mean here, but trying to say something fair and reasonable..
If they really feel that we cannot have 3 teacher -ic cause of lack of teachers, then why can't they just transfer Mdm wee there?
This is because she's just with us for a few months compared to Mdm Fadillah, many years!
And that Mdm Fadillah wishes to come back too!!
Furthermore, she's contributed alot ALOT to the Guitar Ensemble than... ...
Agree FRIENDS??
Furtherfurthermore, our relationship with her are so so so CLOSE already!!
She probably know some of our weakness or habits in playing!
I mean the sec 4s and some of the sec 3s!
I really really really seriously hope, no, WANT her to come back!!
Guitar doesn't seem fun without her!
If there's given a second chance, I may pluck up the courage to fight for what I want...
"Thinking may change without us knowing, and by the time we know, there's no way we can change it. Cherish what you have now cause you will not know what will happen the next day."Just like how they treasure each other!
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!