I want to be angry with you, but my heart won't allow it. How I wish I could just tell you how I feel, but I just can't bring myself to do so (yes I'm useless). I promised myself not to let you see how many tears I'd shed over this, and yes, you'll never get to see it. After all these, we'll most probably return to who we were once before, and in time to come, I'll gradually be devoid of any feelings~
one thing i cant stand or find a reason to be happy about or even try to give myself a good excuse why, is when my friends gets too close with each other with or without my knowledge of it. to put it in a nasty way im being selfish. but one thing i know i can't stop reality is when i can't control the friends they make.
so in every worst case scenario, i would let go of this friendship. unless i give myself one good reason why she/he should stay. i am willing to let go, to see the happiness of others at the expense of my own.
this is not being understanding or having a heart of gold. others might think its stupid doing so.
maybe that is why i tend to let go unknowingly, avoid and gradually they would leave my side.
This is the first Cantonese song that I know how to sing fluently~ Love the rhythm of the song cause I especially love sad song~ The lyrics of most of the sad songs are always so good and they never fails to describe how I am feeling.. Watched this MV for the first time yesterday and realized that there were some Cantonese lines in between the MV, to my surprise, I understand those lines though they were rather simple. I feel kinda proud of myself? Hehs~ Reason being, I used to be a person who don't even understand a single Cantonese word, but now, after watching so many Hong Kong dramas, I finally understand some Cantonese words and sentence! Big improvement uh? *pat on my shoulder* But still, I will carry on improving my Cantonese and hope that I will be able to watch those dramas without having to depend on the subtitles! Well, without further ado, let's enjoy this song and MV!
鐘嘉欣 - 我不懂你
"kei sat nor yao hou duo ye xiang tong nei gong, dan m ji dim gai, gong m chu hau."
Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong)
Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne
MY BELOVES~
-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN
MY WISH
Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!
