S.H.E Together Forever

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Tuesday, 25th March 2008

Last week at this time was still having guitar practice sia..

Miss guitar practices so so soooo much sia!!
But when it starts again, there will be no fun le..

Cause we will be going to be the oldest!!
sobSOB!!
I love all the practices last time, still miss all my seniors!!
Really need a long time to let it go man!!

Recently, I start to wonder why I'm always so dumb..

I shouldn't have given certain things to certain people one..

But I only came to realise it after I'd given it out!!

I'm so so sooo STUPID!!

I make them feel awkward when they saw me, dunno how to face me...

At first, I find it proud to put it effort to prepare the present and always think that the people who receive it will appreciate it, but forgot to think about it being childish and people getting the wrong impression!!

Had been having this feeling that my relationship or should I call it friendship had gone starined after the concert..

Is it because of the dumb present?

I'm too confused to think!!

Everytime she saw me, she will have this kind of 眼神 as if telling me I dunno you..

Just take for example today, walked to school and saw her at the side gate..

Wave to her and talked a few sentences..

Thought things were better..

But after school, was talking to Shi Ying outside her class..

Turned around and saw her on 2nd floor, she was like staring at me but dunno me like that..

Was confused whether I want to wave to her anot..

When having lunch with Shi Ying, she said I shouldn't have gave her that present but sth more 纪念性 cause paople can see see then throw away..

Arrrr, 我丑爆了！！

How I wish I can find a hole and hide myself in..

And somemore, her messages were like so different from before..

Really dunno what to do..

Really wish that I did not give her the present so we will not feel so weird now!!

But what can I do?

Hate myself to the core!!

Wrote a song out of sadness..

在一起最后一天送了个礼物给你

代表我们之间的友情

虽然有好多的不舍

我还是收在心里没法说出来

直到你离开的那一刻

我也只能看着你的背影

在心里跟你说再见

也不敢表示我的不舍

都怪我愚蠢的礼物

伤害了你然你感到尴尬

既然你已无法自然的面对我

那就把我当陌生人看待

我能谅解也会慢慢接受

但是你还是我的好学姐，好朋友

一直到永远

Last but not least, I just want to say..

I will miss you de, Weisi, my no. 1 fan..

S.H.E Rawks =) 6:32 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

LINKS

Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]

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