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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

28th April 2009

This is going to be a post that is rather disorganised, thus if you don't wish to read it, it's okay..
This is a rather unfair world.
Today is a day that I felt that I really let my seniors down, especially Sarah and Si Hua, of course, those who taught me chords in sec 2..
I seriously let them down!
I feel so useless now, as a sectional leader, I didn't lead the section well, which results in pulling the whole ensemble down.
Uncle Lim had high hopes in us and believed that we can lead the whole ensemble into the right timing, but I failed to do so.
Besides letting the seniors down, I also feel that I, or rather we, let Uncle Lim, Mdm Fadillah and also Mrs Neo down.
What's wrong with me??
I had always tried to prove myself useful and that I can achieve that success, but what happened in the end?
I always fail to do so..
I just can't prove myself to be useful and successful!
I don't like to be looked down by others, but I'm always, whether be it my families or whatsoever..
It really feels hurt sometimes, you know?
I wanted to excel in my studies, do well in my cca, but it looks like I did badly for both.
And the cruel fact is that people don't get the concept and how you feel.
That's the worse part.
For example, you failed your maths and you told your mother about it, do you think your mother will really listen to your explanation?
No, she won't!
She'll just say, " Don't find excuses" and starts to look down on you.
Everyone is like that, the world is like that!
Only those who went through it will really understand!
BUT, what's the point?
They're only the minority!
Others will just add salt to your wounds, no matter how sad you are.
Some may even go into extreme and say, "Why you feel so sad? What's there to be sad about? I don't see you crying when you get poor grades!"
But they really don't understand the stress and pressure that we're facing, the fact that we had met thousands of obstacles, and also the things that we need but couldn't afford it.
The world is just unfair, things don't go your way.
So, just like what I always say, be the strong one, don't ever be the weak one, you'll suffer.
Some may be wallowing now, some may be rejoicing now, i shan't point out who though, just know it by your heart.
Hmm, guess I already lose hope in everything and I shan't go on proving anything anymore, it's useless.
We put in all our effort and we don't deserve this!

Anyway, I just want to wish Qishan Happy Birthday! =)

俗语说：期望越高，失望越大。
我想哭，但是我的心却不允许。
我想大声地喊，但却没地方。
Only the guitar mates know how it really feels like now.
-depressed-

S.H.E Rawks =) 9:42 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

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Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
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Shu Ting
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S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
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Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
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S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
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