S.H.E Together Forever

Monday, June 29, 2009

Monday, 29th June 2009

Habe Choo Jia Yi is not feeling great at this moment.
She has a lot of mixed feelings and feels that she's going to explode if she keep it in her heart.
So, let her share with you some of her feelings.

First day of school and I was down for oral.
It wasn't that bad, until the last part.
Just as I was going off, teacher asked me a question.
A sensitive question.
It was then that I realised that she was referring to me earlier on.
So, we "chatted"..
Luckily, I managed to control it well.
But it was a surprise to me that she actually know what's going on!
And I hoped that we're talking about the same person!!
She asked me this particular question, "Do you hate this person who told me this?"
Frankly speaking, I don't.
Although I had a person in mind, but I'm not certain, but I really don't, seriously, I swear!
So, whoever you are, don't worry!!
Because I know that you are also trying to help me.
So, I have no reason to blame you.
And in some way or another, I'm thankful for your help!
But the thing is, I really don't know what kind of help do I need.
Moral support, yeah?
After all, I still have to face it myself.
But no matter what, thanks for lending a listening ear when I need it.
Appreciated it lots.
And also, she talked to me about many other things.
But all I want to say is,
"To all those who cared for me, I'm really fine. In fact, I have already gotten used to it. I treat it as my fate, and I have already accepted it. No matter what's going to happen, I'll take it in a positive manner, cause no matter what, life still has to go on. But, I'm really glad to have so many who really cared for me. Thanks a lot! Love you all!"

Had been having insomnia lately!
Don't know why, but many things run through my heart just when I want to go to sleep.
No matter how tired I am, I just won't fall asleep!
In the past, I used to hate one person.
I hated him so much that I even called him bastard when I didn't even met him.
But after meeting him once, and also knowing some of his stuffs, I realised that I don't hate him that much anymore.
He's actually, how do I phrase it, quite a nice person?
But I already promised my sister that we'll both hate him for life.
But now, I don't!
I seemed to have broken my promise!
What should I do?
In a serious dilemma now!
Should I be 姜百虎 or 冯秀雅?

Somehow, I have a weird premonition.
I sense that something is going to happen soon.
And it's something, bad.
You can say that I have sixth sense cause it's always true.
In fact, many things which happened in life are those which I had already sensed it coming.
I even have dreams about them!
And always, they are those which I don't wish to see it happening.
The same goes to this time round.
I really don't wish for it to happen, and I'm actually afraid that it will.
Cause if it really does, my sixth sense tells me that I have a chance of being forgotten.
And also, although I'd gone through this many times, I really does not want to go through it once more.

Okay, have been on the computer for too long, must really go back to studying!!
Last lap already, cannot afford to slack!

S.H.E Rawks =) 4:55 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

LINKS

Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]

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