S.H.E Together Forever

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Wednesday, 30th June 2009

Had a really bad day today.
Early in the morning, something happened.
So had to cancel breakfast to settle it, but sadly, it was not settled yet.
Walked to school with a heavy heart cause of it.

Went for D&T after school.
Initially, wanted to go off at 5pm but I couldn't find the storeroom key.
When I finally found it, it was like already 5.45pm?
Received a message from sis telling me that mum's going to scream at me for going home late.
Quickly packed my things and hurried back home.
Reached home at 6.10pm and she was bathing.
So, this was what happened when she came out.

She asked me, "What time school ends today? Why I call you never answer? Where were you? What were you doing?"
One word answer, "D&T"
"Again. Teacher say suppose to finish during holidays right? Tomorrow I'm going to call your D&T teacher to check. What time coming home tomorrow? What time remedial starts? Ends? What teacher? I'm going to call her. End at 5, you reach home at 5.30. Everytime don't want come home."

What is this?!
I want to ask, is this even a home?
Can you reflect on what you have said for the last sentence?
Did you come straight home after work?
If you don't, then why are you telling me to do this?

Actually, I want to argue back, but I'm just too tired to do so.
And everytime she's losing, she's going to dig up the past things and start all over again.
Frankly speaking, she's actually creating a lot of stress for me by doing all these useless things!
Calling teacher for no reason, setting her STUPID curfew etc.
Is she trying to make my life difficult?
Besides all the stress from schoolwork, I still have to go report to her my schedule everyday, remembering all her DUMB curfews!
She thinks my memory space left a lot is it?

But actually, I have a question that I want to ask long time ago.
Did she ever trust me before?
Everything I say, everything I do, she just thinks that I'm lying to her.
Why is this so?
Is it because I'm not good in my studies?
My results are not as good as sis?
That's why she's doing this?
From what I can remember, she had never trusted me or even praise me ever since I enter secondary school.
Just because I'm from the 2nd last class, that doesn't mean that I'm a naughty kid and don't speak the truth!
I remember her telling me this, 'Youngsters nowadays think that they are very clever, by just having a degree, they can look down on others, show disrespect to elders. So, what's the use of having so much education? Their attitude is horrible!"
But I just want to ask, "Don't you think you treat those clever people better than those who are not as clever?"
It's obvious, from the way she treat me and my sis.
For me, she'll always believe what she see and never try to hear my explanation.
Just take for example today, she just saw that I came home late today and said I came home late everyday.
But the thing is, I reached home at 4 plus and she wasn't at home!
She didn't even see it and she jumped to her conclusion!
Ok, I know that my results are horrendous and am not fit to talk terms with you, but I just hope that you can listen to my explanation before making your decision.
Don't just jump to conclusion everytime!
This is not being fair!
If you're going to continue doing this, my sixth sense tells me that our relationship is going to strain.
Seriously.
Because I would not know how to face you and also do not wish to face you.
Soon, you're going to become a scary figure in my heart.
And I think you may not want that to happen.

I hate this wound.
I hate this scar.
If it wasn't here, I may be able to do things a little faster.
I may have already completed the project and won't have to stay back everyday.
Then I won't get malign everytime for being lying.
I really tried my best to do things in my fastest speed, but she just don't see it.
Can't she just put herself in my shoes?

I just want to find a place where I can study peacefully, without all the distraction and the naggings.
Where would this place be?

"I don't want to close my eyes.
I don't want to fall alseep cause I missed you babe.
And I don't want to miss a thing."
As I closed my eyes today, happy moments from the past flash right into my mind.

S.H.E Rawks =) 11:17 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

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Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

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S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
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S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
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