S.H.E Together Forever

Monday, July 06, 2009

Monday, 6th July 2009

Am I having monday blues, or is it because of the rain?
Has been raining these 2 days and it's making me feel rather lethargic.
But, I still like rainy days, cause they never fail to bring back happy memories.
Those that will be locked deeply in my heart forever.

Went for D&T in the morning before meeting up with the rest to search for costumes..
Walked quite a long way before reaching..
And also, we walked in the rain!
Though it was cold, but I enjoyed it quite a lot!
It's like the rain is washing all the problems away from me, although I'm just lying to myself.
While walking and with the wind keep blowing, many things went through my mind..
Maybe it's because all those happy occasions happened during rainy days, that's why they just flow into my head so naturally..
It's as though I had returned to the past, you know..
But I realised that I'm not walking alone, so I tried hard to push that thought away and put a smile across my face.
But I didn't manage to do it, did I?
Maybe for certain time..
We finally found the shop and went in for like 5 mins.
As the costumes were too expensive, we left..
Went parted ways cause they were like rushing for time?
So hailed a taxi and returned to Tampines Mall with Bi, Duyaa and Gila..
They wanted to watch Ice-Age 3, so I went to Popular before heading for home.

Finally, I am left all alone.
Don't know why, but sometimes, I really like to be alone!
You can call me a loner.
But it really feels great, you know!
You can finally be yourself, no more pretending..
Maybe some of you don't like the idea of being alone, but I'm actually used to it.
What's so scary about being alone?
Worried that people might think you are a freak shopping alone?
Who cares!
好心情 Just Be Yourself!!
Who knows, you may find happiness when you're alone.
=)

So, while waiting for the bus, I was thinking...
And I realised something.
I realised the importance of 2 things.
Money and time.
This is because I was asking myself why I turn down their offer of watching movie?
Is it really because I'm tired?
The answer is no.
Why waste money on watching movie?
I can use that amount to but other useful things.
Take for example, I bought a foolscap, a pen and refill and they cost me $9.60.
Although I only have to pay 4.60, but if I went for the movie, I would have spend at least an additional of $6-7 already.
Furthermore, I still top up my Ez-link earlier on, which means I will be left with $3-4 for the week?
Although mom did say that I can ask for more if I don't have enough, but I don't know how to!
It's because I spend it on leisure!
I know that she already has a lot of burden, all our weekly allowance, daily expenses and all our phone bills!
She doesn't earn a lot, but she has a lot to pay.
So am I still human to ask for more so that I can shower myself with all the entertainments in life?
And so, I decided not to go.
Furthermore, there're still tons of homework at home, undone!
Seriously, there isn't much time left to waste.
Before, the electricity runs out, I have to make full use of it!
Thus, I decided to return home..
To add on to that, prelims are coming, but why aren't they feeling nervous at all?
I shouldn't be like this, I shall study!
From today onwards, I shall keep myself away from all the distractions.
Burying myself into doing homework is also a good way to prevent myself from thinking all those stuffs.
Start studying cause I don't want any regrets.

I thought I wanted to be rebellious, but why am I feeling guilty?

Why am I behaving like that?

What's wrong with me?

Am I just afraid?

Afraid that I'll be forgotten?

S.H.E Rawks =) 4:58 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

LINKS

Aqilah
Avril Lavigne
安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
Eelyn Kok 郭蕙雯
Ella 陈嘉桦
Hebe 田馥甄
Jeanette Aw 欧宣
Jia Hui 萧嘉惠
Jia Tsuey
Joanne
Julie Tan 陈绍茵
Kia Hwee
Lucky
Shi Yun
Shu Ting
Selina 任家萱
S.H.E Selina.Hebe.Ella
S.H.E OMY blog
Yann Ting
Yi Han

S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni and Tong Kuai Live 2004]
S.H.E_video[Wo Ai Ni Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Christmas Performance]

S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
S.H.E_video[Tian Hui Mv]
S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
S.H.E_video[Autograph Session 2006]

S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 4/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le cont'd 5/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 4/4 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 1/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 2/5]
S.H.E_video[6th Global Chinese Music Awards 28/10/2006 3/5]

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