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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sunday, 13th September 2009

1 month passed and dad moved back home, again.
Why does time passed so quickly?
I'm too used to living without him already and now he's back again!
I know I'm very bad and I guess you would say so, but if you hear my whole story, I guess you will feel the same as me too.
Frankly speaking, I did not missed him at all in this 1 month..
That's so sad right?
I know, but can't help it, it's the truth!
What can I do?
Just got the feeling that he had got nowhere to go then think of coming back..
Actually, it's really like this.
Cause that woman had returned to her country, he came back, came back to mess up our lives..
This is what will happen when he is back.
There'll bound to be smoke smell filling the whole house again, I'll get *chase* out of the study room at night, he'll locked up the room for no good reason, he'll make the whole house damn messy, 那一些无畏的事情来烦我, etc..
All those irritating stuffs!
It's not only me who don't want him to come back, even sis feels that way too!
Both of us know that we're being very bad and evil.
I'd no idea why I became like that too!
也许是环境所逼，有或许是他所做的事.
说真的，我有时也很瞧不起他，很抱歉！
Take for example, not long after he got married, he decided to pluck up the courage to ask me for my gameboy..
I know gameboy is very old-fashioned already..
He think I don't know what's he going to do with it?
He's going to give it to that woman's child, a.k.a his son or daughter, i'm not sure.
It's just too much isn't it?
Taking my things, giving it to others!
It's totally absurd!
Although I don't play it anymore, but 它也跟了我很多年了啊！
Can keep it as a momento right?!
In any case, I would not give it away, but how am I suppose to answer him?
Headache.
He once said that no matter what, both of us will still be his daughter and that we can tell him any problems that we met..
But, if he can't even solve his own problem, how will he be able to solve ours?
So what's the use of telling him?
In fact, there're a lot of questions that I'm burning to ask him, but I know he'll not be able to answer me.

Alrights, I shan't continue anymore cause it's really making me feel more and more like a despicable person, and the more I write, the more I feel like crying.
From now onwards, I don't hope for anything from him, cause I had already lose all hopes.
My apologies for the abrupt ending.

S.H.E Rawks =) 9:30 PM

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About Me

Habe_Choo Jiayi
17
3 February 1993
Aquarius
Single
jiayi22@hotmail.com
Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
1E'06 2D'07 3E'08 4E'09
Guitar Ensemble[chords]
~Likes~
People who are talented, humble and friendly!
~Hates!~
People who're bias, who copies, who acts, backstabbers, arrogant
IDOLS!!
Actors/Actress:Jeanette Aw(S'pore),Rui En(S'pore),Elvin Ng(S'pore),Linda Chung(Hong Kong),Kate Tsui(Hong Kong),Fala Chen(Hong Kong) Singers:S.H.E,Elva Hsiao,Tank,Wang Lee Hom,Wang Fei,Tanya Chua,BoA,Avril Lavigne

MY BELOVES~

-All my S.H.E stuffs(Albums, Dramas, DVDs, Posters, Magazines, Poker Cards & Jigsaw puzzle etc..)
-My iPhone4
-My Guitar
-My PSP
-My Laptop
-My ZEN

MY WISH

Learning all their dance steps
Hoping to be able to play their songs using a piano
BE ABLE TO SEE S.H.E AGAIN!

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安以轩
Chen Pei
Hai Shan
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Hebe 田馥甄
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Joanne
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Shu Ting
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Yann Ting
Yi Han

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S.H.E_video[Hebe]
S.H.E_video[Superstar and Re Dai Yu Ling Live 2006]
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S.H.E_video[Super Model Performance]
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S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da Live 2006]
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S.H.E_video[Bu Xiang Zhang Da interview]
S.H.E_video[Wo Men Zen Me Le Mv]
S.H.E_video[Goodbye My Love Mv]
S.H.E_video[Zi Teng Hua Mv]
S.H.E_video[Hebe and Jay Mv]

S.H.E_video[A Ghost Incident]
S.H.E_video[S.H.E Ugly Sights]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session Tong Kuai 1/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 2/3 09/01/05]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Encore' Autograph Session 3/3 09/01/05]

S.H.E_video[Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Bu Xiang Zhang Da 1/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[Marina Square Dun Wanna Grow Up Autograph Session Tian Hui 2/2 09/01/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Chu Dian 1/7 27/10/06]
S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session 2/7 27/10/06]

S.H.E_video[IMM 'Forever' Autograph Session Wo Men Zen Me Le 3/7 27/10/06]
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S.H.E_video[IMM Ring Ring Ring 3/4 27/10/06]
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