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Monday, March 21, 2011

Monday, 21st March 2011
我不是一个好主人。
刚刚带了我的爱狗，Pepper，去看医生， 因为它的脚似乎有问题。
医生跟我们说要做X-ray才能更确定问题出在哪里。
不知为什么，做X-ray的时候，我的心情一直忐忑不安，心跳超快的。
过后，医生便请我和妈妈一起看结果。
结果是：医生说它的骨头已经移出原来的位置而建议我们带它去动手术。
因为Pepper的脚这样子已有两个星期了，所以无法帮它把骨头移到原来的位置。
听到这里，我真个人简直是吓了一大跳。
医生接着又说：她们将会把它那粒像“球”一样的骨头切除，然后在把骨头移回原来的为止。这样子它就能恢复到正常走路的姿势了。
而我们问她为什么它一直都没有哭或发出声音呢？
她说，这种东西应该是很痛的而它之没有哭也许是因为它很会忍痛吧。
听到这，又看到Pepper用那种无辜的眼神看着我，我简直要崩溃了。
虽然医生说手术的成功率高达90%而它 又年轻，将来不会有什么问题的，但是我还是很担心，很心疼。
阿中，我终于能体会你的感受了~
我知道它很痛，但是我却无能为力，只能准时给它吃止痛药。
它还这么小，却要承受动手术这种东西，而就因为它是只狗，所以更加令人感觉不舍~
虽然你们会说有麻醉药，但是我知道它心里面还是会有压力的~~
在带它回家的路上，妈妈一直不停的唠叨。
难道我的心里就很好受吗？
我想了很多： 如果早点带它去看医生，也许就不用动手术了； 如果我再细心一点的照顾它，就不会受伤了； 如果我花多一点时间陪它，它也许就不会受伤了。
也许它受伤和我无关，但是身为它的主人的我，还是感到无比的内疚。
人终是这样，总在事情发生后才来说如果这个如果那个，但是世界上哪来这么过如果呀？！
我讨厌这样的自己！
我是人，它是狗，我可以阻止这件事情的发生但它不能，为何起我却没有呢？
这也教训了我： 以后一定要珍惜眼前所有美好的一切，并进所有能力保留它，不要事发了才责怪自己，太迟了！
刚才妈还告诉我： 不然我们把它和Uncle的Ruby交换啦。
我简直是无话可说耶！
虽然只是一种想法，但是这种想法是不该有的想法！
我心里只想着： “你又没有想过也许它不叫的原因是因为它害怕我们得知它的脚有问题，然后遗弃它，所以它才忍着痛，不敢叫的？”
虽然，这种想法很离谱，但我觉得并不是不可能呀~
我想，现在我唯一能做的就只有一直陪着它身边，让它知道我永远都会在它身旁，然后不停的告诉它 “不要怕，不要怕，一下子就过去了~”
也希望它不会责怪我所带给它的疼痛。
Pepper，dui mm ju.

I'm definitely not a good owner.
Just brought Pepper to the vet due to her hind leg problem.
The vet said that it's best to do an X-ray to find out where the problem lies.
When doing her X-ray, I was super nervous~
After that, she invited us to see the results.
And the result is: She said that Pepper's femoral head, which looks like a ball, went out of the socket & I think is something similar as dislocate & she suggest that we let her undergo a surgery.
This is because the problem has been there for 2 weeks, thus she's unable to bring it back to the original spot without surgery.
I was in a state of shock when I heard this.
She continued saying that they'll remove the femoral head (ball) by cutting it away and then move her bone back to the original position so that she'll be able to walk properly once again.
And mom asked her, "Why doesn't she cry or whine or something?"
She said that this type of problem should be very painful and the reason of her not crying may be due to the fact that she can tolerate pain a lot.
I almost break down after hearing this!
Though the doctor said that the success rate of this surgery is as high as 90% and that she's still young, there shouldn't be any problem in the future, but I still feels worried and heartache.
A-Diong, I finally can understand your feeling already~
I know she's in pain, but yet there isn't anything that I can do to share her pain, the only thing I can do is to feed her painkiller.
She's only 5 months going 6, yet she has to undergo surgery and because she is a dog, it makes me feels more heartache~~
You may say that there's anesthetic, why fear? But I know there's still some pressure inside her that she has to face it herself.
Mom kept nagging on the way back, as if I'm feeling great hearing the result.
I'd thought a lot on the way back: if I were to bring her to the vet earlier, maybe she wouldn't need to undergo surgery; if I were to show more care and concern, maybe she wouldn't be injured; if I were to spend more time with her, she wouldn't be injured also.
Maybe her injury has got nothing to do with me, but as her owner, I'm feeling very much, guilty.
I am a human, she is a dog, I can prevent some things from happening, but she can't, and why didn't I do so?
This had taught me something: always treasure everything you had and try to maintain/keep them, don't regret only after something bad has happened as it will be all too late.
Just now, mom told me this: why don't we exchange Pepper with Uncle's Ruby?
And after she told uncle about our trip to the vet, he told her: If not you get another new one then send Pepper to the SPCA, they'll know how to take care of her.
NO WAY AM I GOING TO DO THAT!
Though I'm not a rich person, but that's a definite NO-NO!
It's so irresponsible!
I rather be more hardworking and go work & study at the same time to cure her, if worst come to worst.
Though it's just a thought, but it's a thought that one OUGHT NOT TO HAVE!
In my hear, I'm thinking: "Have you ever thought of why she didn't cry or whine? Maybe she's afraid that if we were to know that her leg got problem, we will discard her, so she might as well choose to bear with the pain."
Though this thought may be a bit over, but I still feels that it isn't impossible~
After all, animals do have feelings too!
I think, the only thing that I can do now is to keep staying by her side, let her know that I'm always there and keep telling her: "Don't be afraid, don't be scared, it will be over soon~"
And I hope that she wouldn't blame me for the pain that I had brought her.
Pepper, I'm sorry.

S.H.E Rawks =) 5:45 PM


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Habe_Choo Jiayi
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3 February 1993
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Nanyang Polytechnic after Dunman Secondary after East Spring Primary
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